General

1. I have never posted.
2. Starting to lose hope in the chance that this site will ever give me any level of gratification.
3. Have come to realize in the past couple weeks that this fetish of mine is a sexual one, therefore it can only truly be fulfilled WITH some one. My love/hate relationship with being a feedee/feeder is dependent on some one else to share it with. Unless I come across some one soon I will probable abandon this altogether(at least for a long while).
4. Not sure if I really want some to read this post.

this made me joyful and sad all in one swoop.

I am glad you posted. I wish you the best of luck... really and honestly because you seem like such a nice guy, who knows what he wants and has an outlook that is serious and truthful.

I ate an appetizer last night, a huge calzone and half a cookie pizza. In public, with a spaghetti strap shirt and shorts on.Oh and I got drunk from one cosmo.

People were staring, and a few made comments.
I think I started to laugh louder, and enjoy myself more because of it.

Oh and typing right now...my upper belly finally tends to rest on the table.

<3
Confident and fat
Amatix

that makes two of us

How on earth can you enjoy the idea of someone gaining and deride fat people? Perhaps it's some humiliation thing for you, but to me, and I suspect to many of us, that's just plain insulting.

Six, and I think I will pass on the orgy thing.

Stuffing part sounds good and those who want it can move into the orgy room later

I've always preferred dating larger guys, because then I wouldn't feel so big.

I have dated one guy that was smaller than me, and he made me feel good so the size difference didn't bother me.

I use to be someone else on this site, but removed everything and deleted the account. I was and am still enduring a love/hate relationship with the fat world and what I believe to be the real world. (Fat vs healthy)

Fat can be healthy, but I think a lot of people on here are not all that healthy.

When I'm horny I want to be fat, I want to eat and be full and rub my belly.

When I'm not horny, I want to be skinny, I don't want the belly. I want to be healthy and do things, get back into sports, wear smaller sized clothing, etc.

You are not alone.

Stupid Aradia says what I wanted to say first >.<

I confess that I can't stop writing stories for FF, even when I should most definitely be using my writing time and energy elsewhere. Why am I writing porn I can't even tell my friends about?