Fat experiences

Beautiful story!

There has been different stages that go back a long time. In high school I was skinny weighin abou 125 ibs (I am 5 foot 10). In college I went though a stage that I was tired o being skinny and purposely agined to about 155 lbs. I had no ide back then what these desires were about and that other people had them. I stayed that weight inching up a bit to the low 160's when I was in my late 50's. That is when I discovered that other people had thsi desire to actually gain weight and that is all I thought about . I prurposely agained and lost a few rounds but was back around in the low 160's when Covis struck. The desires becanme more intense and this time I acted on them. Still has been an up and down a bit but right now I am 195 jsut a pound off from my highest. Thus I am probably one of the oldest ones on thsi site to really start gaining in their mid-60's. I can say that the desire to gain weight now is even stringer and more focused. I have managed to keep it under 20, but I think the new years resolution will see it pass that.