Honestly, I don’t have one clear memory that started my attraction to fat or weight gain, but there are a few moments from childhood that really stuck with me. One of them is that (obviously) Simpsons episode where Homer is sent to hell and forced to eat endless donuts until he gets huge. It was meant to be a punishment, but I remember being captivated by the idea of getting filled up like that, growing bigger without end.
Also in Harry Potter 3, when Aunt Marge inflates and floats away, the way it’s described in the book and shown in the movie really left an impression on me.
Another big one (like everyone else,maybe) was in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, when Violet turns into a giant blueberry and swells up massively. I watched that scene over and over, fascinated by the idea of losing control and being filled like that. What a scene!
But maybe the most personal memory is from studies, there was this really fat girl in my class, huge compared to the other kids. I was incredibly attracted to her, I just wanted to be near her or with her, but I was too embarrassed for people to see me with her. I kept it all inside, but the curiosity and the desire never went away.
Also in Harry Potter 3, when Aunt Marge inflates and floats away, the way it’s described in the book and shown in the movie really left an impression on me.
Another big one (like everyone else,maybe) was in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, when Violet turns into a giant blueberry and swells up massively. I watched that scene over and over, fascinated by the idea of losing control and being filled like that. What a scene!
But maybe the most personal memory is from studies, there was this really fat girl in my class, huge compared to the other kids. I was incredibly attracted to her, I just wanted to be near her or with her, but I was too embarrassed for people to see me with her. I kept it all inside, but the curiosity and the desire never went away.
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