7 months
Death/dark feederism chat
I am a gainer, love my fat and the big living. I have my health issues, and mobility challenges. I consider all the things that I could be doing if I was less fat, and having done most of that already it not that engaging to me. I am almost 60 and I look at some people at 80 plus and there issues and think no way. I personally would rather die from something I love than sit around fighting death and having it happen anyway with cancer or whatever But I guess I am not talking about being thirty odd. So not sure it counts in this context.
6 months
Death/dark feederism chat
Bigwideland:
I am a gainer, love my fat and the big living. I have my health issues, and mobility challenges. I consider all the things that I could be doing if I was less fat, and having done most of that already it not that engaging to me. I am almost 60 and I look at some people at 80 plus and there issues and think no way. I personally would rather die from something I love than sit around fighting death and having it happen anyway with cancer or whatever But I guess I am not talking about being thirty odd. So not sure it counts in this context.
I am a gainer, love my fat and the big living. I have my health issues, and mobility challenges. I consider all the things that I could be doing if I was less fat, and having done most of that already it not that engaging to me. I am almost 60 and I look at some people at 80 plus and there issues and think no way. I personally would rather die from something I love than sit around fighting death and having it happen anyway with cancer or whatever But I guess I am not talking about being thirty odd. So not sure it counts in this context.
That’s very similar to how I feel. I don’t actively seek death through overeating or weight gain but the enjoyment of these activities outweighs their negatives for me.
At almost 50 and almost 500 pounds I definitely have some health problems due to my weight but also my preference for overeating, especially fast food and comfort food. But I accept health and mobility issues in exchange for the satisfaction and joy I get out of being very fat and eating as much as possible of my favorite foods.
6 months
Death/dark feederism chat
I know it’s always a sensitive topic but I’m a death feedee and I really love every aspect of it. I’ve already eaten myself into some major health problems but I honestly wouldn’t change it for the world
6 months
Death/dark feederism chat
This is probably a more common fantasy and it applies to me as well, but I know I would be totally miserable to do no2 in a bucket and other implications. I recon, at some point, the thrill won‘t be enough to outweight the suffering.
6 months
Death/dark feederism chat
Morefat:
I know it’s always a sensitive topic but I’m a death feedee and I really love every aspect of it. I’ve already eaten myself into some major health problems but I honestly wouldn’t change it for the world
I know it’s always a sensitive topic but I’m a death feedee and I really love every aspect of it. I’ve already eaten myself into some major health problems but I honestly wouldn’t change it for the world
This profile has been deleted. I wonder if it was fake to begin with?
6 months
Death/dark feederism chat
Even though it's a bit dark eating myself to the end is a thought that I find crazy hot.
Not in that I'm looking to push myself to the pearly gates as soon as possible but rather letting go completely of all hesitation and just indulging as much as my body will take. Getting fatter and heavier until I start to out grow different things. Clothes, mobility, furniture, and eventually my own natural processes that won't be able to be done without assistance from another person or machine all with the goal of getting fatter
Not in that I'm looking to push myself to the pearly gates as soon as possible but rather letting go completely of all hesitation and just indulging as much as my body will take. Getting fatter and heavier until I start to out grow different things. Clothes, mobility, furniture, and eventually my own natural processes that won't be able to be done without assistance from another person or machine all with the goal of getting fatter
5 months
Death/dark feederism chat
Corpulentiful:
It's one of my main interests. To be with a woman who desires to eat all day and to support the consequential events. A shorter life is inevitable when choosing this this level of input and gaining. It feels like really riding a strong wave here and now, rather than "gambling" with being healthy, that doing so, will lead to a longer life. Nothing is guaranteed. Eat now, be happy, we all inevitably die. its so intimate to be in a real spiral like this, to choose the roles of enabler and enabled, anchoring each other in a required orbit of care and love and proximity. I'll never give up hope.
Yeah this is why I was ment to meet my husband later in life and have such a high metabolism. Or I would being house bound, no joke. I was planning to with my x years ago. I've always had a feeling I'd not live to a really old age. This kinda life has been my dream sense I was little. Constantly eating every day all the time. It Just felt natural. I loved it when I used to get to do it every day and missed it so much. My husband would say you'd just love being hooked to a feeding tube and would never want it out would you. That is a facts. He's trying to get me back to snacking as much as he can. I didn't ever want to Limit my size most my life the fatter the better. The only time I felt at home in my body was with me gaining or pading to the point siting up was and effort and at that point. I enjoyed the ehh its to much effort to try to sit up and walk oh you could just roll me to the sofa. I'm so gald to not have to walk any more or it being a huge effort. I feel natural and good to be so big I'm out of breath and the want for more till I was a pudle is peak female profection. I can’t help it and have tried to surpress it over the years. But bed life and even the struggles sounded good to me. Especially getting to fat for most everything. Even to the point my whole ligt is a feeding tub going in and oxygent To the point Im to big to do any thing but grow bigger snd eve lift my own arms.
It's one of my main interests. To be with a woman who desires to eat all day and to support the consequential events. A shorter life is inevitable when choosing this this level of input and gaining. It feels like really riding a strong wave here and now, rather than "gambling" with being healthy, that doing so, will lead to a longer life. Nothing is guaranteed. Eat now, be happy, we all inevitably die. its so intimate to be in a real spiral like this, to choose the roles of enabler and enabled, anchoring each other in a required orbit of care and love and proximity. I'll never give up hope.
3 months
Death/dark feederism chat
Thank you, lol. I meet my husband on feabie years ago. I got him to admit to me he wanted me house bound sense we started talking and that he wants us to try for immobile atleast some day. Or atleast till I give up walking and maybe use a scooter someday.Thatd likely be at not that big of weight because Ive always wanted to be to fat to lift myself and once that happens walking will just go other then to the bathroom. We both are working on trying to get promotions at work and keep something thats work from home. That way I can atlease work till I cant lift my arms and fill the bed. We would need to put on an addion to the house to fit me any way. Double doors cause I'd love to atleast be rolled to the sofa at times. Which is another reason for mirrors cause if my neck keeps getting thicker. I love thinking one day I wont be able to see much past my fat mond of a body in my direct vision other then the tv, him, my animals and books. Still that way I can examin what fits in the mirror atleast. Plus double doors to the yard so I can still float in The pool and the door so the dont have to rip the wall down to get me out of the house one day if need. Lol or he can roll me out to get some sun.. It will be a while so we will see but I hope for it onday. We've been padding me more to see size wise how I handle it. I sleep in it last night when ever I want and I'll tell you what I never felt more natural in my life. Filling the sofa and or bed unablde to move my self felt ment to be. But no mater my growth if I get over 350 reno has to happen the stairs will be a no and we need another densent size bathroom that wont feel so anoying to us. Plus, I want a deeper wider tub so I can fit it Atleast for a while. 250 is pur next main goal then 300 till we sort stuff then I agrref to pile it on.
3 months