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Daily "i'm fat" reminders

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8 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

Miranda:
Sitting on the train home in the evening with my clothes feeling tight and uncomfortable around my belly, butt and thighs when I thought they fit fine in the morning.


I don't know how common this experience is, but I find my clothes always get tighter as the day progresses, no matter how little I eat
or drink. Maybe I have water retention?
6 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

Kitsune:
I am still craving for sweets even though I had a lot of sugar today and I don't want to go overboard. This morning I drank my 24 oz caramel latte from yesterday. Since I drank a bit of it when it was fresh, I say there was 20 ounces of it left today until I finished it.

During my shopping trip, my dad bought me a venti pink drink from Starbucks. I like to add half of breve instead of "coconut" so I don't know what the calories are like compared to the original ingredients. Regardless, it's still not a healthy drink...

Now I am eager to try the Stephens hot chocolate mix that was a impulse purchase of mine. I didn't think it would hurt to treat myself during my upcoming layoff so I am glad I bought it. I never had expensive hot chocolate before and there was a ton of positive opinions on this brand. It shouldn't be as awfully sugary like Swiss Miss but for sure it's not a light dessert.

My new way to make hot chocolate is to make a hot mocha by adding the mixture to some drip coffee. Also mix in a small amount of frothy half and half. (I add sugar to it) If available I like to top the drink off with whip cream. I bet food snobs are not going to like what I just said but it's damn delicious.

Overall, sweet liquid sure expands my circumfrance. This is why I can't have cute lolita dresses.


Do you know brands who make nice japanese lolita dresses for larger bodies? I own many BTSSB, AATP, Angelic pretty coords but they don't fit well anymore. Skirts are even worse, they were already tight when I was 25 lbs thinner.
6 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

Kitsune:
I am still craving for sweets even though I had a lot of sugar today and I don't want to go overboard. This morning I drank my 24 oz caramel latte from yesterday. Since I drank a bit of it when it was fresh, I say there was 20 ounces of it left today until I finished it.

During my shopping trip, my dad bought me a venti pink drink from Starbucks. I like to add half of breve instead of "coconut" so I don't know what the calories are like compared to the original ingredients. Regardless, it's still not a healthy drink...

Now I am eager to try the Stephens hot chocolate mix that was a impulse purchase of mine. I didn't think it would hurt to treat myself during my upcoming layoff so I am glad I bought it. I never had expensive hot chocolate before and there was a ton of positive opinions on this brand. It shouldn't be as awfully sugary like Swiss Miss but for sure it's not a light dessert.

My new way to make hot chocolate is to make a hot mocha by adding the mixture to some drip coffee. Also mix in a small amount of frothy half and half. (I add sugar to it) If available I like to top the drink off with whip cream. I bet food snobs are not going to like what I just said but it's damn delicious.

Overall, sweet liquid sure expands my circumfrance. This is why I can't have cute lolita dresses.

Glitter Jelly:
Do you know brands who make nice japanese lolita dresses for larger bodies? I own many BTSSB, AATP, Angelic pretty coords but they don't fit well anymore. Skirts are even worse, they were already tight when I was 25 lbs thinner.


There are a lot of places that offer plus sized Lolita clothes. A quick google search will show you a lot of brands - including some that go up to 7XL.
6 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

Mmmm, when I try to tie my shoes and my big belly gives me a hard time!
6 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

Every morning it takes extra time to get out of bed. To shift to the edge of the bed and hoist myself out of bed is quite a task. I'm out of breath by the time I stand up.
6 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

Putting on shoes can be a challenge.
5 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

The most prominent examples I can think of right now is bending over to put on socks/shoes is getting fairly uncomfortable with the slab of fat stuck to my belly haha.

The other is that my gut presses quite firmly into my desk while gaming now, enough that I have to kind of lean forward to reach the keyboard.
4 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

About when I realized I couldn’t fully suck in my tummy even without eating lol also literally grunting and rocking myself to get up out of bed, but I have a feeling that’s only going to get harder 🥲
4 months

Daily "i'm fat" reminders

literally not being able to lift my left leg off the floor because of the edema. Thats my current constant reminder.
4 months