Same here my friend. Eating is very difficult for me. It takes hours and hours and hours every morning just to keep down a couple of eggs.
Don't exactly think my body is 'yucky'...just totally worthless. I had grown to accept it in my early/mid 20's but last year this auto immune disease fucked everything up. I don't even have the advantages of being athletic anymore. I'm just as limited, if not more, than I would be if I was fat, but I don't have any of the perks. So not only am I stuck in a male body, it's one that is totally unreliable and is constantly in break down mode. Can't even keep on 10 pounds. The only way to get rid of the burning pain is to be close to fat girls.
5 years