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Pueraria mirifica gaining journal

Trying to get there! They are definitely getting noticeably bigger, rounder, and jigglier
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Pueraria mirifica gaining journal

Jdm76:
Cool. I've been on a cycle of bovine ovary. Definitely getting some growth. Only two months in. Plan to use it till September or so. Then do a six month cycle of pm again

Moobie Wan Kenobi:
Yours are looking great! I may start pm here soon. So far I'm getting pretty big just with pumping. I even got my first sports bra 🤣🤣🤣

I've done PM for almost 2 years and results are pretty good. I also pump with noogleberry regularly. Just upsized to the XL size. Hoping to fill then eventually but that's a big ask.
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Pueraria mirifica gaining journal

chubby1258:
I'm going trough a full transition. Anyway it's not like you can choose what estrogen will do to your body.

It was really the eye-opener I needed to understand myself and make sense of all the depression and I-don't-give-a-fuck I had about myself.

Social come-out will come later when I'm tired of living as a man or when the physical changes makes people question what the fuck's going on with me.

Well I think self realization is important for anyone and especially people considering transition. It's not an easy path for most. But for some it's the best, or maybe only, option. I had to smile about you mentioning delaying transition until it becomes too hard to hide. You can hide a lot but at some point...
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Pueraria mirifica gaining journal

Think I'm gonna chime in here. I transitioned for 4 years on hrt. Without a doubt its absolutely imperative that you have regular checks on your hormone levels and get the correct dosages. Hormones can really mess with alot of your body functions, muscles mass and bone density, mental health.

Here in the UK its kind of a one size fits all on dosages and its really damaging. And the lack of funding of this sector of our health care led to my blood analysis not being done. Long story short for a year I had no testosterone at all, lost bone density, muscle mass and it wrecked my mental health. I was actually going paranoid schizophrenic, and tried to kill myself.

In the end I chose my sanity over my vanity. And I've been de transitioned for 2 years. Sure yeah I would love to have the right body. I still feel like alphonse elric, trapped in that suit of armor. But I've had to learn to appreciate the good in my life and focus on that. There's things I can't change about my body and I just had to accept that.


SO PLEASE VERY CAREFUL! Coming from a former trans woman. I hope you have better luck than I did.
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Pueraria mirifica gaining journal

1love:
Think I'm gonna chime in here. I transitioned for 4 years on hrt. Without a doubt its absolutely imperative that you have regular checks on your hormone levels and get the correct dosages. Hormones can really mess with alot of your body functions, muscles mass and bone density, mental health.

Here in the UK its kind of a one size fits all on dosages and its really damaging. And the lack of funding of this sector of our health care led to my blood analysis not being done. Long story short for a year I had no testosterone at all, lost bone density, muscle mass and it wrecked my mental health. I was actually going paranoid schizophrenic, and tried to kill myself.

In the end I chose my sanity over my vanity. And I've been de transitioned for 2 years. Sure yeah I would love to have the right body. I still feel like alphonse elric, trapped in that suit of armor. But I've had to learn to appreciate the good in my life and focus on that. There's things I can't change about my body and I just had to accept that.


SO PLEASE VERY CAREFUL! Coming from a former trans woman. I hope you have better luck than I did.

chubby1258:
Blood checks are of course imperative and I would discourage getting hormones DIY unless there's absolutely no other way in the country.

It's very sad that your transition was medically botched. I've heard some bad things about trans care in the UK. I don't know if there are private clinics in the UK, but that would be your best bet to get a fresh start. You could also DIY by importing hormones and doing regular blood checks, if you can do that in the UK.

Either way, I really hope you can get what you want.

Honestly the whole ordeil was pretty traumatising. I'm not willing to put myself through even an ounce of that pain again. I've accepted myself in the body I have now. Its not prefect, its not what I wanted, but I'm not gonna try changing it anymore.
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