FatKristi:
for me it started when i came across pics of ssbbw's. i started thinking how much all that soft fat and huge belly's make me sexually turned on i felt so intrigued. Over a few months i couldnt stop fantasying being that fat with a huge hanging belly then i stsrted chatting with a sexy huge ssbbw transexual i asked her many questions and found out there is a huge feederism community's after pondering becoming a ssbbw trans i was hooked line and sinker i am going to become the fattest transsexual .
One of my first sexual experiences was with an SSBBW and her feeder hubby. I found it to be fascinating and erotic. Fast forward many years and after gaining 50 lbs over two years, without intentionally gaining, I found my body looking large and almost feminine, likely aided by much lowered Testosterone levels, and genetics. Adding a steady diet of certain herbs has helped things along. Looking at myself in a male bathing suit on a beach a few years ago made me think I should be in a one piece or a bikini. So rather than fight it, I've been working with my desires, which delve deeply into the kink area, beyond just becoming a gainer.