Fat experiences

For me it was a whole series of experiences growing up which just seemed to really intrigue me or turn me on. Starting in grammar school I remember being really enthralled with the girls physical ed. teacher who was short, chubby and wore skin tight shorts and tops throughout the day. I would wait for her to come down the hall and then follow her up the stairs mesmerized by her plump thighs rubbing together and her round butt swinging from side to side. I also grew up in an Italian family where everything centered around food. Family gatherings were an example of gluttony at its best and we all stuffed ourselves until we could hardly move. My cousin, who I had a crush on throughout junior high and high school, began to put on weight and I found myself ever more attracted to her as she grew heavier. Her mother (my aunt) would loosen the belt on her dress after eating so her swollen belly could be set free, and she always like to tell the family how wonderful it felt to have a full belly after a big meal.

In high school I would buy National Enquirer Magazine for the sole purpose of reading exposes of Hollywood stars who had put on weight. And of course to see the before and after photos in diet ads, whereby I always liked the before photos. Senior year in high school I found myself dating chubby girls and enjoying the teasing I got from my friends for liking "fat chicks". All in all my passion for fat women just kept growing to where it is today. I love being an FA and love seeing attractive women pack on the pounds. It is so damn arousing and so sexy. I truly love BBWs and SSBBWs.

One of my first sexual experiences was with an SSBBW and her feeder hubby. I found it to be fascinating and erotic. Fast forward many years and after gaining 50 lbs over two years, without intentionally gaining, I found my body looking large and almost feminine, likely aided by much lowered Testosterone levels, and genetics. Adding a steady diet of certain herbs has helped things along. Looking at myself in a male bathing suit on a beach a few years ago made me think I should be in a one piece or a bikini. So rather than fight it, I've been working with my desires, which delve deeply into the kink area, beyond just becoming a gainer.

For me it was a natural progression from discovering and exploring my attraction to bbw and ssbbw, plus a fascination with who the fattest women in the world were, and realising that not only were there women who liked being fat, but wanted to get fatter on purpose. That struck a chord

I don't know if anyone have mentioned this before, but my attraction to BBWs and SSBBWs as well as weight gain fetish started when my mom showed me a flash game on crunchyroll (back then in 2008, crunchyroll had games).

So there was this one game called "Paris Oh Paris" and its a game where you feed Paris into becoming overweight and fat. Mom showed me tht as a joke, but little ol' me couldn't understand why everytime I play that game, I got a wet sticky feeling down there.

From there I indulged in more weight gain fetish fuel like, Totally Spies (Clover's wg), Producer Parker, Lois Griffin, anything about weight gain and fat really. And now I'm 22 and probably bisexual because of my attraction to ladies who purposely and pervertedly indulge in gaining weight.

It started pretty early for me. There was this old couple neighbor that love to take care of me because they love children. Their sons has grown up and already had their own life but the couple still had no grandchild. They are really friendly especially the old man. He likes to Carry me up and giving me a piggyback ride. And yes, he had a hard big belly with the size may compete with basketball. Im still 4/5 yo that time.

Later on, there was one day when I couldn't get to sleep. My mom was besides me, she told me to imagine something I like so it would be easier to fall asleep. Somehow I thought it would be great to imagine gettin rescued from fire by a fat firefighter man. And my stupid ass brain told it would be better to ask my mom first if I could imagining something like that lol. Fortunately I was still a kid and she doesn't thought it was weird.

And that's pretty much how it started. The rest are quite normal, like a cartoon episode when the caracters gain a rapid weightgain, deviant art, etc

To be honest, I've always been a relatively fit person so it's hard to say exactly, despite this I've always enjoyed food and never been picky. Definitely as a teenager with unfiltered internet access I eventually stumbled across bbw/ssbbw content and it really stuck with me. I love large women with big bellies and curves, however I never really considered myself wanting to be fat, and having grown up always being fit I definitely do have obligations to always remain healthy - but starting college recently I think had encouraged some overeating when I'm at the commons or if I just have food around, but lately I've started really loving the feeling of a very full stomach. I think I'm more open to the idea of gaining weight myself now as well.

I’ve actually given this a lot of thought and I realized that I’ve always had this fetish/presence, but over the years it has changed and morphed as I discovered different aspects of the community. Now first, it’s important to understand that I’ve always been athletic and fit (played tennis, ran track, lifted. Etc.) and in fact I’ve always been within 10 lbs of my current weight.

But I remember being fascinated by having a huge belly in my childhood (around 10 years old) and I would totally pad myself until I was huge. I had core (animal) fantasies about consuming huge amounts. And yet I myself never indulged.

Then as I started dating I was always drawn to chubby, curvy girls with big boobs. And still I didn’t really connect the dots. Remember this was largely pre internet until the late 90s, but still girls who were big, or pregnant, or chubby, man they were always high on my list of fantasies.

Flash forward to the 2000s, and then I discovered the actual fetish (thank you Stuffer31) then I realized that it was a huge turn on for me. Especially reading and watching girls stuff themselves and get huge bellies, and I realized that others share in this fetish.

Which brings me today, I don’t want to gain, but I discovered a certain talent for stuffing and bloating myself (go watch my videos) and I joined this group. I used to post on YT but got banned (LOL I never thought I was that risqué) and then didn’t post for a long time.

I still love big girls and chubby bellies. But my next desire is to meet someone IRL to share these fantasies and maybe have some playtime.

So there you are.

It goes back 50 years: Seeing fat girls in high school turned me on. I wanted them to get fatter. I met with success getting some fatter. One, 5'7 was 150 and became 170. A second went from 190 to 287, and a third from 190 to 260. Along the way I discovered I had gone, first, from 143 in high school, to 167 eight years later. A physical revealed I had become over 200 pounds. I finally reached at 5'8 1/2 267 pounds, a 52 1/2 inch belly, 30 1/2 inch thighs and a 55 inch ass. Sadly, a few broken bones have taken me down to 212. I seem to be on the way back up. I'm now addicted to getting fatter. FF helps. Cam2cam helps. Chat helps. What mostly helps is the cultivation of overeating, stretching my stomach and admiring my fat, having others admire it.

I can't remember exactly what "awakened" this stuff for me. I realized how much I was into it when I found it on the internet and when I learned about BBWs and SSBBWs.
I do remember when I realized that I was into mutual gaining or even fat couples.
It was that series of episodes of the Drew Carey show where his girl friend, Niki, had gained weight.
Of course, I don't like how it ended up but I loved how it started and developed.

Probably the first time I laid eyes on a fat person, and quite possibly a couple days before that, too