Fat experiences

I haven’t seen really anyone else say it but as a kid I used to watch Bartok the Magnificent a ton and towards the end the main villain takes a potion that begins to transform her into a dragon but at first it just starts with giant hips and ass and breasts then belly and since then I’ve been hooked.

I don't know if there was really any one particular event per say. I do know that it gradually set it. First I was really into pregnant bellies. Then I eventually came to the conclusion that fat bellies are usually permanent ( unless they choose to loose weight) and started being more into fat bellies. I still find pregnant bellies sexy as well. But now focus much more on fat. It also doesn't help that while I like pregnant bellies I absolutely don't want kids. So yea... Fat bellies is the better choice.

As I recall, it was reading Lardmeister's essay on being a fat admirer when I was in middle school. I don't recall how I stumbled across it, but that was the piece that helped me realize why I wasn't interested in all the girls that my classmates were into.

What did it for me was both my exes gaining weight with me back in the day. My current wife was already quite fat when we met, so no work needed there :-)

For me it was a whole series of experiences growing up which just seemed to really intrigue me or turn me on. Starting in grammar school I remember being really enthralled with the girls physical ed. teacher who was short, chubby and wore skin tight shorts and tops throughout the day. I would wait for her to come down the hall and then follow her up the stairs mesmerized by her plump thighs rubbing together and her round butt swinging from side to side. I also grew up in an Italian family where everything centered around food. Family gatherings were an example of gluttony at its best and we all stuffed ourselves until we could hardly move. My cousin, who I had a crush on throughout junior high and high school, began to put on weight and I found myself ever more attracted to her as she grew heavier. Her mother (my aunt) would loosen the belt on her dress after eating so her swollen belly could be set free, and she always like to tell the family how wonderful it felt to have a full belly after a big meal.

In high school I would buy National Enquirer Magazine for the sole purpose of reading exposes of Hollywood stars who had put on weight. And of course to see the before and after photos in diet ads, whereby I always liked the before photos. Senior year in high school I found myself dating chubby girls and enjoying the teasing I got from my friends for liking "fat chicks". All in all my passion for fat women just kept growing to where it is today. I love being an FA and love seeing attractive women pack on the pounds. It is so damn arousing and so sexy. I truly love BBWs and SSBBWs.

One of my first sexual experiences was with an SSBBW and her feeder hubby. I found it to be fascinating and erotic. Fast forward many years and after gaining 50 lbs over two years, without intentionally gaining, I found my body looking large and almost feminine, likely aided by much lowered Testosterone levels, and genetics. Adding a steady diet of certain herbs has helped things along. Looking at myself in a male bathing suit on a beach a few years ago made me think I should be in a one piece or a bikini. So rather than fight it, I've been working with my desires, which delve deeply into the kink area, beyond just becoming a gainer.

For me it was a natural progression from discovering and exploring my attraction to bbw and ssbbw, plus a fascination with who the fattest women in the world were, and realising that not only were there women who liked being fat, but wanted to get fatter on purpose. That struck a chord

I don't know if anyone have mentioned this before, but my attraction to BBWs and SSBBWs as well as weight gain fetish started when my mom showed me a flash game on crunchyroll (back then in 2008, crunchyroll had games).

So there was this one game called "Paris Oh Paris" and its a game where you feed Paris into becoming overweight and fat. Mom showed me tht as a joke, but little ol' me couldn't understand why everytime I play that game, I got a wet sticky feeling down there.

From there I indulged in more weight gain fetish fuel like, Totally Spies (Clover's wg), Producer Parker, Lois Griffin, anything about weight gain and fat really. And now I'm 22 and probably bisexual because of my attraction to ladies who purposely and pervertedly indulge in gaining weight.

It started pretty early for me. There was this old couple neighbor that love to take care of me because they love children. Their sons has grown up and already had their own life but the couple still had no grandchild. They are really friendly especially the old man. He likes to Carry me up and giving me a piggyback ride. And yes, he had a hard big belly with the size may compete with basketball. Im still 4/5 yo that time.

Later on, there was one day when I couldn't get to sleep. My mom was besides me, she told me to imagine something I like so it would be easier to fall asleep. Somehow I thought it would be great to imagine gettin rescued from fire by a fat firefighter man. And my stupid ass brain told it would be better to ask my mom first if I could imagining something like that lol. Fortunately I was still a kid and she doesn't thought it was weird.

And that's pretty much how it started. The rest are quite normal, like a cartoon episode when the caracters gain a rapid weightgain, deviant art, etc

To be honest, I've always been a relatively fit person so it's hard to say exactly, despite this I've always enjoyed food and never been picky. Definitely as a teenager with unfiltered internet access I eventually stumbled across bbw/ssbbw content and it really stuck with me. I love large women with big bellies and curves, however I never really considered myself wanting to be fat, and having grown up always being fit I definitely do have obligations to always remain healthy - but starting college recently I think had encouraged some overeating when I'm at the commons or if I just have food around, but lately I've started really loving the feeling of a very full stomach. I think I'm more open to the idea of gaining weight myself now as well.