Oh hi! I'm Tim, and I'm on the internet, but also in Edmonton, Alberta, Canada. I'm 35, I play games and eat food, and sometimes take pictures and write. Let's be pals.
I have a wildly complicated relationship with my body and am here to meet and hang out with cools folks (like you!) while navigating my own body acceptance and positivity issues. I've been everywhere from 110 pounds to 180; after gaining 50 in a year a while back, I made an effort to lose the weight and keep it off. I'm trying to establish a healthier relationship with myself and direct that energy and focus on other, better things, and am working on becoming comfortable enough with myself to welcome changes to my body with raging indifference.
Despite myself, I occasionally binge, and have deep curiosities, if not fantasies, around fat and feedism (there's a profound sensuality to fat and I have a deep admiration, even envy, of fat people; a high-key interest in soft feedism and daydreams of being subjected by a dominant feedress; and a penchant for the idea of mutual gaining -- be it intentional or that gain that isn't exactly accidental or strictly on purpose, that just happens as a natural and enjoyable side effect of living your best life -- that I can't seem to shake) that I don't fully know what to do with. It's thoroughly complicated. I have to wonder if part of me seeks liberation from over two decades of disordered, restrictive eating. Let's talk it out, maybe?
Grey ace and personal panromantic. INFP, if you're into that sort of thing, and shockingly recently diagnosed with big ADHD, if you at all care about that sort.
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