Fat experiences

To be honest, I've always been a relatively fit person so it's hard to say exactly, despite this I've always enjoyed food and never been picky. Definitely as a teenager with unfiltered internet access I eventually stumbled across bbw/ssbbw content and it really stuck with me. I love large women with big bellies and curves, however I never really considered myself wanting to be fat, and having grown up always being fit I definitely do have obligations to always remain healthy - but starting college recently I think had encouraged some overeating when I'm at the commons or if I just have food around, but lately I've started really loving the feeling of a very full stomach. I think I'm more open to the idea of gaining weight myself now as well.

I’ve actually given this a lot of thought and I realized that I’ve always had this fetish/presence, but over the years it has changed and morphed as I discovered different aspects of the community. Now first, it’s important to understand that I’ve always been athletic and fit (played tennis, ran track, lifted. Etc.) and in fact I’ve always been within 10 lbs of my current weight.

But I remember being fascinated by having a huge belly in my childhood (around 10 years old) and I would totally pad myself until I was huge. I had core (animal) fantasies about consuming huge amounts. And yet I myself never indulged.

Then as I started dating I was always drawn to chubby, curvy girls with big boobs. And still I didn’t really connect the dots. Remember this was largely pre internet until the late 90s, but still girls who were big, or pregnant, or chubby, man they were always high on my list of fantasies.

Flash forward to the 2000s, and then I discovered the actual fetish (thank you Stuffer31) then I realized that it was a huge turn on for me. Especially reading and watching girls stuff themselves and get huge bellies, and I realized that others share in this fetish.

Which brings me today, I don’t want to gain, but I discovered a certain talent for stuffing and bloating myself (go watch my videos) and I joined this group. I used to post on YT but got banned (LOL I never thought I was that risqué) and then didn’t post for a long time.

I still love big girls and chubby bellies. But my next desire is to meet someone IRL to share these fantasies and maybe have some playtime.

So there you are.

It goes back 50 years: Seeing fat girls in high school turned me on. I wanted them to get fatter. I met with success getting some fatter. One, 5'7 was 150 and became 170. A second went from 190 to 287, and a third from 190 to 260. Along the way I discovered I had gone, first, from 143 in high school, to 167 eight years later. A physical revealed I had become over 200 pounds. I finally reached at 5'8 1/2 267 pounds, a 52 1/2 inch belly, 30 1/2 inch thighs and a 55 inch ass. Sadly, a few broken bones have taken me down to 212. I seem to be on the way back up. I'm now addicted to getting fatter. FF helps. Cam2cam helps. Chat helps. What mostly helps is the cultivation of overeating, stretching my stomach and admiring my fat, having others admire it.

I can't remember exactly what "awakened" this stuff for me. I realized how much I was into it when I found it on the internet and when I learned about BBWs and SSBBWs.
I do remember when I realized that I was into mutual gaining or even fat couples.
It was that series of episodes of the Drew Carey show where his girl friend, Niki, had gained weight.
Of course, I don't like how it ended up but I loved how it started and developed.

Probably the first time I laid eyes on a fat person, and quite possibly a couple days before that, too

I'm just getting into it. My body likes to have extra weight, so I'm learning to love it and realize there are guys out there who do too!

Frankly, does anyone else feel like society's obsession with a young girl's almost pre-pubescent skinny figure being the 'pinnacle of beauty' is almost creepy at a certain point in life?

I mean, if you're in your 30's, 40's, 50's and you're still obsessing over these 19yr old skinny girls portrayed in advertisements, the runway and pornography that look like they're 17, there's a certain point it should feel a bit disturbing, no?

I feel like every guy should naturally start to evolve to appreciate what life does to almost all women: produce a more full figured, curvy body.

That seems like what should be natural and not some 'fetish'. Obsessing over bone thin prepubescent girls seems like the 'fetish' to me.

Hear here!

I remember most of the cartoon examples you've mentioned, but for me I think it all started when Christina Aguilera got fat suddenly and publicly. That night that I saw that on TV was the first time in my life that I ejaculated, at least consciously. Christina Aguilera is my sex goddess ever since then, if I ever got to touch even the skin of her finger I think I'd explode.

In the early 80's, there was a public service message warning to watch out for the munchies. It was not a fetish for me but I realized that I wanted to get fat. Once I did, I didn't want to be at that point anymore but it was too late. Life is complicated.