IndulgeTheGlutton:
Being too big to touch myself is definitely a fantasy of mine. Just the idea of my member getting buried in a fupa while the very belly I fed into enormity prevents me from even getting anywhere near it. So I am filled to the brim with lard, which keeps me turning me on, but it's my feeder who decides if I even get any relief this week. Or even this month.
WideJuan76:
But the twist is that the feeder doesn't know that you really don't need them to do that but it makes the feeder feel accomplished when actuality just rocking back and forth while sitting does the trick for you with no hands.
IndulgeTheGlutton:
I've heard not everyone can actually get off using their own fat pad, so it depends on that.
BigFox:
I really think it comes down to what “takes you there?” If your not sexually excited about your own size then it would be hard to stay turned on so to speak. But at that point it’s just about trying to find something that “gets you excited.”
Both of you have a point. For my anecdotal experience, I went from never ever thinking about being like that to actually being like that and realizing "my" new normal and with being self reliant; I can't wait for my lady to always be my only source of release so I had to adjust to my gaining and seeing it be my source of fulfillment.
