Fat experiences

For me it wasn't a piece of media like a picture, video, or TV episode. I used to wish that it was because I felt like it would be easier to relate to.

It was at a mall food court when I was young, and I saw a man who was massive. I couldn't stop looking over at him and my parents hissed at me to stop staring because it was inappropriate to stare.

When I got a little older, that was when I began to seek out media like videos and pictures.

I had been gradually putting on weight for years and attempting to diet and being successful for a while, hovering around the mid 200s only to gain more back until like last year when I had clocked in at my heaviest; upon looking at resources online to try and lose I found body positivity and fat acceptance which gave way to feedist blogs and stuff now here I am today over 400 lbs pushing 450 - iam hooked!

I cannot say prior to last year I had very many fattening thoughts on myself or others, but now I’ve kinda been exploring it a bit. I’ve learned all bodies are beautiful especially the fat ones. I enjoy fantasy stories etc

I was seeing a girl on and off for “fun” and she had a belly. Throughout the years she had a huge amount of weight. I couldn’t get enough of it, I wanted to see her grow. And from that point on I watched videos of bigger people. And now I’m dating a big girl and she doesn’t mind Me or my fetish.

And the girl I used to have meetups with is still pretty big.

Totally spies. Passion patties. Thats what did it for me. First time I got turned on by this. Though I remember feeling things for violet beauregard, in Charlie and the chocolate factory, when she turned into a blueberry. I was too young at the time to understand the feelings.

Totally spies. Passion patties. Thats what did it for me. First time I got turned on by this. Though I remember feeling things for violet beauregard, in Charlie and the chocolate factory, when she turned into a blueberry. I was too young at the time to understand the feelings.

When I was a kid, there was a little cartoon that warned to " Watch out for the munchies". I imagined getting fat.

Definitely the fairy tale Hansel and Gretel
I have had the fetisj since my teens. And enjoyed it ever since.
And the show of especially fattened livestock in my home town, where farmers and butchers show fattened up cows and bulls.
People behave as cannibals. That's the fun part. Such a show with human pigs would be great fun.

I was a huge dork in middle school when I hit puberty, and I used to read the encyclopedia for fun. That's how I discovered Renaissance art and all those big ladies. Titian in particular awakened something me at the age of puberty. "Concert Champetre."

Then our family went on a trip to Disneyland. And if you know anything about American theme parks, they are full of extremely fat ladies. At the hotel swimming pool there was this massive fat girl my age who came up to me swimming underwater, fast and graceful. She chatted me up, and bragged about her swimming skills and her star role on the swim team. She told me she was so good at swimming because she was full of blubber like a whale.

WTF how are you so cool?! I thought.

On a motorway ride, there were groups of fat girls blowing me kisses as I was ready to drive, and it made me feel like a hero.

Then on the way back, our family was separated on other ends of the plane, and I ended up seated next to another random fat girl my age, isolated from her family as well. She was bragging about how she dealt with bully boys at school by shoving them into the lockers. I was so awed, I got her number and promised to call. I did, but her mom wouldn't allow her to talk with me because she was strict and conservative and didn't want strange boys dialing the house.

But it all awoke something in me, and it's all come true with the right person.

I've basically had some level of fat fetish for as long as i can remember. I remember one of my first 'nightmares' was one of my classmates inflating in her swimsuit and capturing me (I can't remember the reason). And I was like 4-6 when that dream popped up. I started making up stories in my head about a zombie-like virus making men fatter and woman's boobs bigger when I was about 8/9. And when i say bigger and fatter, I mean building-size and still mobile. And before I knew what sex was, so about 10-11 years old, I loved making up stories about people getting fatter and fatter moving up tiers in society because of their mass. It made me feel 'fat' in my crotch area, but I now know i was getting hard so there's that.

There was an entire era for me like around 14-18 where i skipped the fat part in favor for just extremely large ass and tits as my fetish. But know I'm back to really liking the look of fat people.

But the fact that like 80% of the cartoons i watched as a kid had some sort of "This character gets fat now" episode didn't help. and especially totally spies' clover fattening episode did a number on keeping this fetish alive in me.

I also remember writing a stupid, cringy report on 'fat people' with basically no research except for google images and my amazing 11 year old reasoning skills(not). and actually handing that in. And of course looking at pictures of fat people on the living room computer while other family members where in the room, which i somehow was never confronted about.

It's only know that I'm realizing that with all this, if I didn't develop a weight gain/fat fetish it would've been a bigger miracle.

If I think back there were signs, like I used to stuff my clothes. I'd kinda reconciled that as wanting to be pregnant. And I used to be fascinated by fat people I saw in public, but I guess I kind of denied that it meant anything. But when I gained some weight by accident I started having feelings and it kinda changed how I saw things.