I'm 183.8 right now. I like to keep my weight between 180 and 184. I used to weigh 297, but that didn't work out; I couldn't handle the health problems--arthritis in my twenties, plantar fasciitis, extreme sweating, etc. This is much better--I've still got pudge that jiggles when I brush my teeth, but it's easier to find cute clothes in my size, and walking eight blocks in the summer doesn't require a towel to keep sweat from burning my eyes. As for BHMS, I think of different sizes of guys as different, appealing flavors. I fantasize about 5'8", 300 lb guys, but have never had the pleasure. I did a 5'8", 220 lb guy last summer. It was my first experience with a fat guy and I know I'll never go back to skinny guys. The guy I'm interested in now is at least 350 lbs. Before, I would have said that that was too large for my preferences, but now that I've spent time with him, I think he's smokin' hot! Also, I have never been into man boobs before, but he's made me a devout and zealous convert. He's got the most amazing, PERKY G-cups--and he's 32 years old!!! On Saturday, I'm going to tell him that his name--Bryan with a "Y"--is sexy. Wish me luck!