Fat experiences

When I was, like, 6+ I would notice myself feeling uncomfortable, embarrassed, and embarrassingly obsessed with any inflation or weight gain scene: both Willy Wonkas, Harry Potter inflating Aunt May, and the cartoons (oh, the cartoons). And then at 12 I noticed cartoon inflation videos, specifically ones highlighting the itch-inducing flower inflation from The Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog. I casually wondered why people put so much effort into focusing on inflation, and i, silly kid I was, thought I was the only one enjoying the inflation content the way I did (lol). Cut to 16, and I start slowly realizing that, in addition to my affinity for inflation and weight gain fantasies and irl inflation, I was developing a thing for fat women. A couple years before then, I was invited to join in poking of a friend's belly (she was the one who invited her friends to do so), and I remember it feeling like I was poking a balloon or mind-blowingly nothing at all! I tried desperately to get my hands on a fat belly again, and it wasn't until prom (at 18) when I got the chance to dance with all sorts of different people that I felt love handles for the first time. It was like poking my friend's belly, but cupping it, caressing it with the entirety of both of my hands!
I think that was the point I cemented myself as an inflation and fat/weight gain enthusiast 😊

The earliest sign for me was seeing Serleena eat that guy in MIB 2 and I sought out other kinds of stuff like it until I found weight gain and was hooked at wanting to look like some of the women I saw. I instantly wanted a big belly like them. I've never been thin so it was easy to start out since I was already a little chubby.

For me it was about 7 or 8. We went to visit some cousins one summer and one of my male cousins around me same age had put on a remarkable puppy fat belly. I was in awe. He was also shirtless. I was just staring at his plump belly and love handles. He was also getting a lot of teasing. He asked an uncle to lift him up and the uncle said, No I can't your too fat!
When I got home I was determined to grow my own belly. I swear I kept eating steadily. I remember the day I weighed myself a few months later and was overjoyed I weighed 100 lbs! My neighbor who was about 3 years older than me told me once he was 125 lbs! I was stunned. In hgh school when I reached 150 I thought I was "fat". Flash forward to now and that cousin is a bit hefty but one would not consider him fat. But I have a good 40 lbs on him with a belly that just seems to grow and grow. Our family reunion for this year is cancelled due to Covid, but I think in a few years I will be one of ones with the most pronounced beer gut.

During my early teens, I started to feel attracted to the girls at school who were more curvy, hourglass like. Then I began to imagine them with a stuffed or fattened belly. It was a major turn on. The rest is history.

I actually only realised a months ago that this was pretty much my earliest memory. I was in grade 2 and it was time for everyone to read our picture books that we picked from the library. My book was about a boy who was imagining himself being different types of people and doing different things. Eg. Being an astronaut or fireman. Then i got to a page where he said he could be a fat boy and he was drawn to be really fat with a big belly, thick limbs and a double chin and he was eating cake. I didn't understand it back then but i knew that that concept made me feel good. And i remember feeling like i should hide my reaction because it wasn't normal.

I think I was about 8 when a chubby friend of mine decided that the two of us were going to do some roleplaying that involved me being a fat girl. Even though I wasn’t really interested in pretending to be fat at the time, I went along with his idea. I was skinny (still am) and he made me put pillows under my clothes so I would appear fat. At some point he made me leave his bedroom to go to the living room where his mother was. He kind of ridiculed me for allowing him to make me fat. I don’t remember his mother’s reaction, but I was really embarrassed at the time.

Later, at my own home, I realised that I liked what he did. I started to imagine myself being fat and used my own pillows to look fat as well. I felt like this was probably not normal behaviour, so I did, and still do, it secretly.

I would not be surprised at all if this friend turned out to have a fat fetish as well, but I can’t tell since we aren’t friends anymore.

YouTube at around like 12, with belly videos. Then from there its watching content creators who gained weight.

I pretty much had an addiction which I'm doing my best to handle it.

I believe it started with cartoons when I was younger. I remember liking to watch those clips, especially the blueberry scene from Wonka's chocolate factory. Something about a growing body from weight gain or body expansion turned me on. Later on, I gained weight without even thinking about it and grew to love my now 220 IB. body. Some of the larger girls also had my attention throughout high school and I soon got jealous of their bodies. Now, I just want to grow fatter and fatter with a future girlfriend. Morbidly obese and even Immobility were my mega turn ons than anything else.

That Fairly Odd Parents episode was one my favorite episodes to watch and I couldn't figure out why... Now I know why. 😆

My younger self also was making a cartoon script for several episodes and for some reason I had a weight gain episode pf my own. It must be a sign.