Fat experiences

During my early teens, I started to feel attracted to the girls at school who were more curvy, hourglass like. Then I began to imagine them with a stuffed or fattened belly. It was a major turn on. The rest is history.

I actually only realised a months ago that this was pretty much my earliest memory. I was in grade 2 and it was time for everyone to read our picture books that we picked from the library. My book was about a boy who was imagining himself being different types of people and doing different things. Eg. Being an astronaut or fireman. Then i got to a page where he said he could be a fat boy and he was drawn to be really fat with a big belly, thick limbs and a double chin and he was eating cake. I didn't understand it back then but i knew that that concept made me feel good. And i remember feeling like i should hide my reaction because it wasn't normal.

I think I was about 8 when a chubby friend of mine decided that the two of us were going to do some roleplaying that involved me being a fat girl. Even though I wasn’t really interested in pretending to be fat at the time, I went along with his idea. I was skinny (still am) and he made me put pillows under my clothes so I would appear fat. At some point he made me leave his bedroom to go to the living room where his mother was. He kind of ridiculed me for allowing him to make me fat. I don’t remember his mother’s reaction, but I was really embarrassed at the time.

Later, at my own home, I realised that I liked what he did. I started to imagine myself being fat and used my own pillows to look fat as well. I felt like this was probably not normal behaviour, so I did, and still do, it secretly.

I would not be surprised at all if this friend turned out to have a fat fetish as well, but I can’t tell since we aren’t friends anymore.

YouTube at around like 12, with belly videos. Then from there its watching content creators who gained weight.

I pretty much had an addiction which I'm doing my best to handle it.

I believe it started with cartoons when I was younger. I remember liking to watch those clips, especially the blueberry scene from Wonka's chocolate factory. Something about a growing body from weight gain or body expansion turned me on. Later on, I gained weight without even thinking about it and grew to love my now 220 IB. body. Some of the larger girls also had my attention throughout high school and I soon got jealous of their bodies. Now, I just want to grow fatter and fatter with a future girlfriend. Morbidly obese and even Immobility were my mega turn ons than anything else.

That Fairly Odd Parents episode was one my favorite episodes to watch and I couldn't figure out why... Now I know why. 😆

My younger self also was making a cartoon script for several episodes and for some reason I had a weight gain episode pf my own. It must be a sign.

The totally spies wg episode pretty much gave me my love for fat girls. I can imagine that episode pretty much inspired a whole generation of FA's.

My first experience was when I was relatively young and there was that period where all the tabloids had nothing but photoshopped images of Kim Kardashian gaining weight. Eventually I looked up “Kim Kardashian Weight Gain” online and, well here we are.

This was at least 15 years ago... I was a member of a weightlifting forum and made a post “I wanna get fat”. I remember saying I was tired of dieting and busting my ass to lose weight. I said I wanted to eat anything and everything and actually become obese. I don’t think it was just frustration, but rather a real desire to get fat. I saw so many good looking fat guys... how bad can it be for so many good looking guys to be so fat? It was a turn on. I toyed with the idea on and off for years, but I found myself getting turned on by it and fantasizing about it and fat guys when I masturbated. Of course, afterwards I lost the desire to get fat until I started getting turned on again. So around May 2015 I gave in, let go and started gaining. I found this site and joined for the first time (I quit, then came back a few times), and found the Gainer’s Pledge. So yeah, around 2005-2006 is when I had my first inkling of wanting to get fat.