Fat experiences

I've basically had some level of fat fetish for as long as i can remember. I remember one of my first 'nightmares' was one of my classmates inflating in her swimsuit and capturing me (I can't remember the reason). And I was like 4-6 when that dream popped up. I started making up stories in my head about a zombie-like virus making men fatter and woman's boobs bigger when I was about 8/9. And when i say bigger and fatter, I mean building-size and still mobile. And before I knew what sex was, so about 10-11 years old, I loved making up stories about people getting fatter and fatter moving up tiers in society because of their mass. It made me feel 'fat' in my crotch area, but I now know i was getting hard so there's that.

There was an entire era for me like around 14-18 where i skipped the fat part in favor for just extremely large ass and tits as my fetish. But know I'm back to really liking the look of fat people.

But the fact that like 80% of the cartoons i watched as a kid had some sort of "This character gets fat now" episode didn't help. and especially totally spies' clover fattening episode did a number on keeping this fetish alive in me.

I also remember writing a stupid, cringy report on 'fat people' with basically no research except for google images and my amazing 11 year old reasoning skills(not). and actually handing that in. And of course looking at pictures of fat people on the living room computer while other family members where in the room, which i somehow was never confronted about.

It's only know that I'm realizing that with all this, if I didn't develop a weight gain/fat fetish it would've been a bigger miracle.

If I think back there were signs, like I used to stuff my clothes. I'd kinda reconciled that as wanting to be pregnant. And I used to be fascinated by fat people I saw in public, but I guess I kind of denied that it meant anything. But when I gained some weight by accident I started having feelings and it kinda changed how I saw things.

I think I followed a pretty similar path, not necessarily about my body but what I was attracted too and still sometimes find it difficult

My family is pretty fatphobic and for me I think that there was something subversively sexy about weight gain as a result.

Also the Santa movie where he is gaining weight super fast was probably the first time I felt turned on lol

Yes, I remember a Garfield cartoon where he eventually gets big enough to eat the whole planet. I always enjoyed that image and found it inspirational!

I'm guessing that 2 Stupid Dogs episode with the evil witch lady was what triggered my interest in weight gain and bellies. Same with MIB2.

For me it had to be when I first watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs, specifically seeing the mayor gorging on quite large amounts of food. Still vividly remember what I felt when he ate that giant hot dog on screen.

I was extremely young. It was the story of Hansel and Gretel. I was jealous of Hansel.

I was on YouTube trying to find weight loss videos when I was a kid (💀💀💀), and came across a Carmen Lafox weight gain progression video and it was my first "experience". Kind of pavloved myself after that