Tubbslug:
Was thin (about 115-120 lbs) until the start of sophomore year (Fall 2020) and got fat (now Fall 2022, about 100 lbs heavier).
Your journey up until now would make for a wonderful story. Hearing about when the switch flipped and you realized you wanted to be fat. I have known a couple gainers with similar trajectories to yours. In one case just a few holiday lbs were all it took for her to realize what she truly wanted. Would love to hear about that realization for yourself.