Fat experiences

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

I think I've always had this fetish. Like many people on this website, I discovered it through childhood TV shows: when a character gained weight for an episode, I found it fascinating.

I was also anorexic until a few years ago, so I liked seeing other people fat, not myself. Then I realized that it was me who wanted to see myself as fatter (but for real, not like when I looked in the mirror and saw myself as obese), and I started therapy (it was really hard, but now I'm almost overweight).

So, to each their own pace: you may like it and it may not be for you, or you may need a push.
2 months

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

Remember as about a 7-9 year old…. How my grandma would call me her “Little Round Rosy” in front the other cousins. I had 5 girl first cousins —who lived nearby, all close to my age and on the tall/thin side plus my own average sized sister. We’d have dinner there often on a Sunday night. By the time I was in the car….. my pants would be so tight….. I’d roll my tummy out of the waistband and loved to pat it on the way home in the dark. I started to wonder why I looked so much rounder than other girls…. Why I didn’t have real jeans with a zipper or belt … But I guess I just didn’t realize how fat I was back then. School uniform and then stretchy “pretty plus” clothes. Mostly from Sears and Penney’s catalogs. Also remember helping a very large neighbor by getting her mail from the mailbox at the end of her driveway often in the summer. Then she’d treat me to some cookies…. and often made some nice comment about how I looked. No one in my family ever said anything like!
2 months

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

I always love telling mine and my wife’s gaining story — always love seeing these “origin story” threads :-) Several similarly-titled threads in the forum, but here it is again:

My first memory of encountering fat was a regained memory told to me years after the fact by my mother. I would play with the arm fat of any female relative when I was a toddler and was being held. I’m told my grandmother slapped me one time for doing it.

In young adulthood, I felt the attraction to chubby girls starting in middle school and on into high school. I didn’t have a girlfriend until I was out of high school (wasn’t ever part of the clique, as they say), but nothing turned me on like a pair of chubby cheeks, chubby upper arms or big thighs. Chubby bare feet still turn me on as well :-)

My first steady girlfriend wasn’t all that fat to start out with, but over five years we ate well enough to fill out the both of us. Her arms and belly puffed out mightily; probably gained at least 50 pounds being with me.

Another five-year relationship followed when I moved to another state. She was already heavy, about 5-6 and anywhere between 220 and 270 over the course of that time. She was insecure about it and, along with being bipolar and in denial about it, never really relaxed and enjoyed her own existence, much less her luscious figure.

I met my wife 10 years ago now, at a concert. Mutual friend of ours made sure we were both there. The friend figured we both needed to stumble upon each other after going through such rough previous relationships. I can still remember the first time I saw her short, 5-3 figure walking upon the rest of our friend group to meet up. A black blouse cut low to emphasize what I would eventually find out were 46 DDD breasts. Cute, chubby face and such a soft touch with everything. I was smitten, though it was another year before we started dating officially.

I was slowly but steadily getting a big ol’ ball belly during these years. A big, hard visceral fat basketball belly! She sure hasn’t minded, being a big girl herself for so long now. She was actually a tiny teen, just with out-of-proportion breasts for what was then her figure. I just recently saw pics of her at 13 that I hadn’t seen before. It’s truly amazing how petite and skinny she was before puberty and the rest of her teen years.

She had her first child barely out of high school and, according to her accounts, gained between 80 and 100 pounds between the pregnancy and health-related issues with certain meds’ effects on her. Three years later, she had the depo shot for birth control and got pregnant (and fatter) anyway with her second child. Wish I’d have known her then so I could have witnessed her body change. Her waistline and belly just exploded in size :-) She stopped wearing underwear at a certain point and her back is big and broad with luscious layers of fat all 300+ pound ladies seem to have. Her butt also grew into a full-fledged “buttshelf” during that time. This is as good a point in the story as any to mention her bra band size was only in the low 30s entering her 20s. So that’s more than 12 inches gained just in her middle since then :-)

We had our first child together three years ago now. She was already just at 300 pounds, so she didn’t have to gain but maybe 20 during the pregnancy. Today, she’s a proud 340 pounds with a spirit that’s just as soft and tender as her skin :-) We’d have each other no other way but fat and happy :-)
2 months

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

I would say it started with watching Violet Beauregarde turn into a blueberry in the original Willy Wonka. Saw that scene when I was like 2 or 3, and it became my favorite part of the movie. I loved watching her become big and round. I think it was also an early trigger for my gender identity, as I wanted to literally be her, but that's another story.
2 months

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

I knew from a very early age that preferred to be fat. Initially, I.was a normal size. At the age of 34, I started to get fat. When I was around 18, there was a plump woman.who went to my school. I had a crush on her. I wish that I would've asked her out.
4 weeks

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

For me it was the totally spies episode in which Clover gained weight because of a certain cookie. I couldn't describe the feeling at the time but it became my favorite episode ever haha
2 weeks

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

I watched the movies Norbit and The Santa Clause so much as a kid and was always so fascinated with the water park scene and doctor scene in both movies. Exposed bellies, a lot of jiggling and drawing attention to it. So hot. I still goon to those scenes
2 weeks

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

I watched the movies Norbit and The Santa Clause so much as a kid and was always so fascinated with the water park scene and doctor scene in both movies. Exposed bellies, a lot of jiggling and drawing attention to it. So hot. I still goon to those scenes
2 weeks

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

Silverx:
For me it was the totally spies episode in which Clover gained weight because of a certain cookie. I couldn't describe the feeling at the time but it became my favorite episode ever haha


Me too!!! And Fairly odd perants that just desserts wish
1 week

What "awakened" this fetish for you?

My ex boyfriend made out with my belly and my feedee brain has been awaken since
1 week
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