Gaining

I feel weird doing this, and i havent ever told anyone about it, but I've wanted to gain weight. Sometimes i dont, which is weird cause that feeling i get just goes away, but then sometimes its there and i cant help it. it gets really irritating, wondering if any of u had any idea how to fix such confusion

Depends what you want, you could leave here, and constantly fight these feelings, continue to repress them and suffer the pain and guilt that comes with it.

Or like me, you can hang around here a bit, enjoy it as a little guilty pleasure, then once you know more about the world and feel you've explored it enough you can decide if it is really for you.

I was in your position several months ago, i'm now happily gaining, and i've never felt better.

Good Luck

Max