Gaining

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In about 2.5 weeks I'll be seeing my Aunt and Uncle who are coming to visit from the Old Country and I've not seen them for over 2 years.. I'll also be seeing my cousins (their kids) who now live in my country and who I've not seen for over 2 years and over 7 years respectively.

Since I saw my Aunt & Uncle I've gained approx 10 kgs (lost some muscle mass and gained fat back) and same for one cousin, since I saw the other cousin I've probably gained near on 15 kgs.

Ok, I'm a little worried about it but I saw my brother late last year after almost 2 years of not seeing him and he didn't comment (despite the 10 kg gain! though I did catch him STARING at my huge gut at one point).

I dunno how it's all going to go, after all the entire family will be in one place at one time as well, perhaps everyone will give me shit about being fat but I'm not really bothered to be honest.
12 years