Honestly, if the situation were right, I would try to eat and grow as large as I thought was possible. I would have to know, however, that I had someone to help me when things got much too difficult to do on my own. Plus, I would also have to be with someone that I was confident would not leave me if I got "too" big. Right now my weight is hovering around 370 lbs. But about four months ago I was up to 395 lbs. So before I hit 400 I needed to analyze my current situation. My back was starting to hurt, and it was beginning to get difficult to use the restroom. So I lost a few pounds to save myself the trouble. But if I had someone to take care of me while I grew to immobility, and also someone that WANTED me to get that huge, then I would. It's been a long time fantasy of mine to have a giant belly. As I've grown over the years I have constantly looked in the mirror thinking "I wish my belly was bigger." Recently, having almost hit 400 lbs., I looked in the mirror and thought, "Why is my belly never big enough?" So it's safe to say that I definitely think I'm still WAY too small.