WideJuan76:
If you have ever microdosed on shrooms then it will change how you perceive things. Before I met my ex Jada, she was a country philosophy professor and she was like the experience of what it feels like to waddle, to have a gut that sways and to feel the full experience of fat was an existential awakening. I saw that to be fat took becoming the full experience as if I were training for a basketball champion. I had to do small things to initiate the process like parking closer to the front of the store, stop running and start the process to truly knowing what it is to become fat. Most of us just see it as a sexual experience and not as a full on experience; I wanted to experience the embodiment of what it is to be slow. I even gave myself a nickname...The Turtle and I did everything slow until my body became it. Before I knew it, I had a gut hanging to my thighs as I walked and that was when I knew that I had truly "broke on through" and I am not talking about the lawn chairs that I broke neither. Lol.
JohnJohnson:
lol 😂 I guess I can never relate to that I’ve always been a fatty.
Some of us are born fat while others grow into it. Lol.