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death feedists5 months

I'm a male gainer who wants to be fed to immobility and then death.

death feedists5 months

What a messed up fantasy :/

death feedists5 months

is anybody is trying to live 15 or 20s +, immobile cause i think of it as 5-7 years life span, kinda a early retirement and a throwing in the towel at a regular life thing letting your self live and be cared for just as a baby. with no responsibilitys or worry to need about anything, just eat tons , sleep, watch tv, shit yourself happily, spounge bath time and sitting upright in bed , unable to wear clothes forced to lay naked, sore and smelly. alot of people in the situation actually welcome death, im cant think of 1 person actually embraced being obese to the point where immobility is a issue

death feedists4 months

submissive feedee into the fantasy of it also

death feedists4 months

FattensPiggies:
I'm a feeder into the fantasy myself.


As a feedee, I'm definitely into this fantasy as well.
Seems it just comes with the territory of growing as fat as possible though. ;P

death feedists4 months

FattensPiggies:
I'm a feeder into the fantasy myself.

GainAddict:
As a feedee, I'm definitely into this fantasy as well.
Seems it just comes with the territory of growing as fat as possible though. ;P


Definitely agree.

death feedists4 months

FattensPiggies:
I'm a feeder into the fantasy myself.

GainAddict:
As a feedee, I'm definitely into this fantasy as well.
Seems it just comes with the territory of growing as fat as possible though. ;P

Hedonistic_Purity:
There's nothing hotter than an addict knowing what's in store for them the moment they give in.


Very true. That is part of the allure and eroticism of the idea. The obvious danger but inability to resist due to the over powering addiction and sensual appeal of being a submissive feedee piggy. Desiring the loss of control and growing helplessness.

death feedists4 months

Sometimes I would like to surrender to all my desires and urges and just see what happens.

I gotta admit that some of the darker things are hot to think about, though I don't know how much they would work out in reality.

death feedists4 months

afatpandapig:
I'm a male gainer who wants to be fed to immobility and then death.

That's a dream I've had for a long time too !

death feedists4 months

afatpandapig:
I'm a male gainer who wants to be fed to immobility and then death.

ali37:
That's a dream I've had for a long time too !
Me too

death feedists4 months

I think I'd dislike the whole immobility and death thing if I knew a USSBBW in person, but since I don't, immobility due to obesity fascinates me and death is just an inevitable thing that happens.

death feedists4 months

afatpandapig:
I'm a male gainer who wants to be fed to immobility and then death.

ali37:
That's a dream I've had for a long time too !

glutton:
Me too


I'm open!? Not like it will happen soon.

death feedists4 months

FitToBurst925:
Sometimes I would like to surrender to all my desires and urges and just see what happens.

I gotta admit that some of the darker things are hot to think about, though I don't know how much they would work out in reality.

Hedonistic_Purity:
The trick is to sabotage yourself. Stop moving whenever possible to lose muscle, force junk into your body and stretch your stomach, ruin your metabolism, and date an evil feeder. But the time you change your mind and want to live through the decade, you'll be helpless, addicted, and trapped even before immobility.


I just love what you have written here!

death feedists4 months

See this is the dark side/realistic side of my fantasies and desires. I know if I ever lost control it would lead me to the end result of immobility for a probably short time and death from eating myself there. Itís dark but ultimately a fantasy.

death feedists3 months

Gluttonybound:
See this is the dark side/realistic side of my fantasies and desires. I know if I ever lost control it would lead me to the end result of immobility for a probably short time and death from eating myself there. It�s dark but ultimately a fantasy.

Hedonistic_Purity:
Cut to a news broadcast 10 years later with paramedics guiding a black bag covered mass in a crane through a hole in a wall.


That is exactly what Iím afraid I could become. But it is also some of the things that arrous the hell out of me. Knowing that all it would take is slowly eating more over a small time frame. Then gaining a little bit and loving it more as I gorge on a daily basis. Iíd start to grow and at a point lose all control and just give in to the gluttony. Iíd shudder to think how fast it would happen if I had a feeder who made sure my glutton was fueled and even pushed to the limits. If I was taken care of by someone who knew my potential and the weakness I have for food and exploited that to make me into there massive pile of blubber.

death feedists3 months

Gluttonybound:
See this is the dark side/realistic side of my fantasies and desires. I know if I ever lost control it would lead me to the end result of immobility for a probably short time and death from eating myself there. It�s dark but ultimately a fantasy.

Hedonistic_Purity:
Cut to a news broadcast 10 years later with paramedics guiding a black bag covered mass in a crane through a hole in a wall.

Gluttonybound:
That is exactly what I�m afraid I could become. But it is also some of the things that arrous the hell out of me. Knowing that all it would take is slowly eating more over a small time frame. Then gaining a little bit and loving it more as I gorge on a daily basis. I�d start to grow and at a point lose all control and just give in to the gluttony. I�d shudder to think how fast it would happen if I had a feeder who made sure my glutton was fueled and even pushed to the limits. If I was taken care of by someone who knew my potential and the weakness I have for food and exploited that to make me into there massive pile of blubber.

Hedonistic_Purity:
That's the lovely thing about death feeders...if you say yes once, your fate is sealed.


Iím also careful with myself because I know if I give in I wonít stop feeder or not. Iíve yo-yo gained for years now growing to almost 350 at my heaviest and only stopped then because it got hard to keep doing my job. And if I start my gorging again Iím afraid itíll be too late for me to control it. So I wonder if that makes me a death feedee then. Because when I was goring the last time I ballooned 100 pounds in 8 months and didnít care. I knew it wasnít healthy and that if I kept growing at that rate Iíd end up unable to do basic tasks. But i relished in it and it made me eat more. I know this is the darker side of feedism and it is honestly both exciting and terrifying.

death feedists3 months

My fascination with immobility and supermorbid obesity pretty much makes me a death feedee, I suppose.

My feeder girlfriend is super into it, too, so even though we don't really stray into the topic of my projected lifespan, well

We've both had serious discussions about making me housebound, and that comes with a territory of almost certainly a shortened lifespan. The point is, we both know what we want. I gained 70 lbs with her since last summer without us really even trying that hard. We'll be living together soon (see my thread) and I expect to probably start really ballooning once she starts making me eat on her schedule instead of mine.

I think the root of it is, I want to feel what it's like. I want to know first-hand what it's like to have sagging man-tits the size of melons, and what it's really like to have a huge, gelatinous belly apron that hangs to my knees in the event I actually manage to stand. What does it really feel like to take up that much space, to feel the entire bed under my impossibly huge ass? I want to feel myself get huge, heavy, and soft, under gluttony that's out of my control, my legs useless under hanging rolls of flab the size of a smaller fat person, my arms and hands so bloated and heavy that I can barely lift them. I want to feel the crushing weight of my own body preventing me from even waddling across a room without help. I want to look like somebody poured me onto a mattress, and be an over-inflated plaything to satisfy my feeder's most outlandish desires. I want to feel for myself the turning point when my feeder finally breaks me, and I become hopelessly addicted to eating and being fed, and psychologically incapable of ever halting the process. The terrifying ecstasy of being permanently imprisoned by the sheer mass and volume of my ruined body.

It's impossible to experience these things first hand without practically guaranteeing an untimely death, but I need to experience it nonetheless.

death feedists3 months

Blobbelly:
I�ve been a death feedee for several years now. Im at 385lbs and have diabetes so my weight is already affecting my body. I just wish I could find a death feeder to feed me until my untimely death


I like the term BayKhan used instead of Feeder, Enabler. Someone who will enable you to do this thing to yourself. That you'd do it anyway, the enabler just makes it easier to go all the way.

death feedists3 months

The fatter I get the more I realize what all this gluttony is leading to. Ecen now as I get out of breath just by walking up a flight of stairs or how my blood pressure keeps rising I can't help but stuff my already big fat out of shape body. Being lazy and gluttonous just feels too good to want to stop. The day I find a death feeder is the day I know my weight will really just explode delivering me into an early grave. But it will be sooooo got to be owned and co trolled not to mention how hot it would be to become so fat that I can't live anymore

death feedists3 months

I'm up to 442lbs now and it's honestly kinda scary how easy it was to get here. I mean I was always a little chubby but I ballooned from 200lbs to 340 in 8 months and then another 100lbs in a year.

If I had a feeder I know i would be immobile extremely quickly as I'm struggling enough as it is. Always out of breath and heart thumping hard all the time. I'm so unfit and eat nothing but junk food and takeaways everyday.

Would be so easy to fatten my up to the point I can't take anymore.

death feedists3 months

I'm close to passing 360 lbs now, and it's entirely likely that I'll pass 400 by the end of summer. I'm wearing a 4x shirt now, but I'll probably skip to 6x because I know my feeder won't stop at 400. She wants to get me on gainer shakes when we move in together, and see how big I can get when the choice is out of my hands.

death feedists3 months

pdt:
I'm close to passing 360 lbs now, and it's entirely likely that I'll pass 400 by the end of summer. I'm wearing a 4x shirt now, but I'll probably skip to 6x because I know my feeder won't stop at 400. She wants to get me on gainer shakes when we move in together, and see how big I can get when the choice is out of my hands.


DXL has 8X button down shirts. May want to look into that or a 6X should you have unexpected growth spurts.

death feedists3 months

Hedonistic_Purity:
I've definitely come to find enabling more of a turn on. It's almost a type of force feeding in its own right, because even a very hopeless pig of a person would likely stop or slowdown when left to their own devices. Either fear, pain, laziness in getting ones own food, or the minor activity involved in talking care of oneself will keep most from falling off that left.

But if you're an enabling feeder, then at some point you've actively taken control while convincing your poor lover it's their own fault. At some point you insisted that your partner eat more food even though they wanted to stop, and they kept going just for you. Now they can't stop themselves as long as you put more food out, even if you insist they should diet.

At some point you began jumping to do every menial task for them that they could easily go themselves. At first they felt awkward because of a natural sense of Independence, but then they convince themselves they are doing you a favor by letting you feel like your being a caring partner. Now without realizing it they are useless and helpless without your care.

Now as long as you enable your love by leaving out more food, no matter how much it hurts, how much they want to stop, even while you tell them they should because it's killing them, they are physically and mentally incapable of controlling themselves. Even while they beg you to stop supplying good, you won't have to force or even insist on a single bite.


Hah. This is exactly what I do. It's so easy for him to slip in a town where he knows no one but me, when he's broke and I'm keeping a steady stream of goodies flowing into our home. I haven't pushed him very far yet, but we're certainly getting there...

death feedists3 months

Hedonistic_Purity:
I've definitely come to find enabling more of a turn on. It's almost a type of force feeding in its own right, because even a very hopeless pig of a person would likely stop or slowdown when left to their own devices. Either fear, pain, laziness in getting ones own food, or the minor activity involved in talking care of oneself will keep most from falling off that left.

But if you're an enabling feeder, then at some point you've actively taken control while convincing your poor lover it's their own fault. At some point you insisted that your partner eat more food even though they wanted to stop, and they kept going just for you. Now they can't stop themselves as long as you put more food out, even if you insist they should diet.

At some point you began jumping to do every menial task for them that they could easily go themselves. At first they felt awkward because of a natural sense of Independence, but then they convince themselves they are doing you a favor by letting you feel like your being a caring partner. Now without realizing it they are useless and helpless without your care.

Now as long as you enable your love by leaving out more food, no matter how much it hurts, how much they want to stop, even while you tell them they should because it's killing them, they are physically and mentally incapable of controlling themselves. Even while they beg you to stop supplying good, you won't have to force or even insist on a single bite.
All of this is so dark and dangerous. But so desirable somehow? It is crazy but all so addictive. And reading your description makes me even weaker.

death feedists3 months

Blobbelly:
I�ve been a death feedee for several years now. Im at 385lbs and have diabetes so my weight is already affecting my body. I just wish I could find a death feeder to feed me until my untimely death


I totally agree. The giving into my fantasy and not worrying about the damage as the end goal outweighs (no pun intended 😜smiley the ďnegativesĒ

death feedists3 months

There's something terribly appealing about the idea of being tied to a bed for months and just massively overfed. You're moved around enough to hold off bedsores, and you're kept clean, despite the fact that you're not allowed to get up for the bathroom. But you're confined for months, and you put on over 100 lbs like that. Imagine the muscle atrophy! Your body would be useless jelly by the time your feeder undoes the cuffs. There's something delicious about the irony of being strapped to the bed when you definitely lost the ability to get up weeks or months ago.

death feedists3 months

pdt:
There's something terribly appealing about the idea of being tied to a bed for months and just massively overfed. You're moved around enough to hold off bedsores, and you're kept clean, despite the fact that you're not allowed to get up for the bathroom. But you're confined for months, and you put on over 100 lbs like that. Imagine the muscle atrophy! Your body would be useless jelly by the time your feeder undoes the cuffs. There's something delicious about the irony of being strapped to the bed when you definitely lost the ability to get up weeks or months ago.


If a trusting feeder can be found, one that will not abandon you when the going gets tough. How does one know if someone will not bail on you?

death feedists3 months

pdt:
There's something terribly appealing about the idea of being tied to a bed for months and just massively overfed. You're moved around enough to hold off bedsores, and you're kept clean, despite the fact that you're not allowed to get up for the bathroom. But you're confined for months, and you put on over 100 lbs like that. Imagine the muscle atrophy! Your body would be useless jelly by the time your feeder undoes the cuffs. There's something delicious about the irony of being strapped to the bed when you definitely lost the ability to get up weeks or months ago.

boundandfeed:
If a trusting feeder can be found, one that will not abandon you when the going gets tough. How does one know if someone will not bail on you?


You can't know, not with 100% certainty. But you can get to know someone enough to have a good idea. A scenario that involves massive gains, to immobility, isn't something to be jumped into quickly, just after meeting someone, no matter how much you may desire it. You have to be with the person a while, get to know them, talk about all the possibilities, all the responsibilities. You should also know they have the money and resources to support and care for you totally and properly. (It might also be a good idea to have access to a bank account of your own, with the funds you'd need to hire people to look after you if your feeder bails, or something happens to them.) Then at least you can make an informed decision about whether to totally commit, and put yourself in their hands.

death feedists3 months

pdt:
There's something terribly appealing about the idea of being tied to a bed for months and just massively overfed. You're moved around enough to hold off bedsores, and you're kept clean, despite the fact that you're not allowed to get up for the bathroom. But you're confined for months, and you put on over 100 lbs like that. Imagine the muscle atrophy! Your body would be useless jelly by the time your feeder undoes the cuffs. There's something delicious about the irony of being strapped to the bed when you definitely lost the ability to get up weeks or months ago.

boundandfeed:
If a trusting feeder can be found, one that will not abandon you when the going gets tough. How does one know if someone will not bail on you?


fatterandfatter:
You can't know, not with 100% certainty. But you can get to know someone enough to have a good idea. A scenario that involves massive gains, to immobility, isn't something to be jumped into quickly, just after meeting someone, no matter how much you may desire it. You have to be with the person a while, get to know them, talk about all the possibilities, all the responsibilities. You should also know they have the money and resources to support and care for you totally and properly. (It might also be a good idea to have access to a bank account of your own, with the funds you'd need to hire people to look after you if your feeder bails, or something happens to them.) Then at least you can make an informed decision about whether to totally commit, and put yourself in their hands.

Hedonistic_Purity:
If you're looking for a death feedist, a good test is how much unhealthy garbage they put in front of you when you get home from the hospital after inevitably suffering from some health issue. If the doctor tells you you're eating yourself to death and you come home to a full sheet cake and a milkshake with added lard, you've got a keeper.


I have been wanting to make a full sheet cake with chocolate syrup iceing and maybe some cream cheese. How did ya' know?

death feedists3 months

Blobbelly:
I�ve been a death feedee for several years now. Im at 385lbs and have diabetes so my weight is already affecting my body. I just wish I could find a death feeder to feed me until my untimely death
Same here!Diabetes,high blood pressure,raised cholesterol and acid reflux...all self inflicted and I just want to get fatter and fatter!

death feedists3 months

I haven't read all the posts on this thread but just here to say yes I too am into this smiley

Desperately.

death feedists2 months

As an evil person, the idea of someone who has no limits is tempting, but admitting publicly to being aroused by anything skirting the line of death or murder is taboo.

People not into it will be afraid of you. People who are into dark fantasies avoid anyone who might be into the same thing for fear of what might happen if they found someone else to talk about it with. Most people don't actually want to die (or be raped, kidnapped, tortured, ect) even if it turns them on.

death feedists2 months

pdt:
There's something terribly appealing about the idea of being tied to a bed for months and just massively overfed. You're moved around enough to hold off bedsores, and you're kept clean, despite the fact that you're not allowed to get up for the bathroom. But you're confined for months, and you put on over 100 lbs like that. Imagine the muscle atrophy! Your body would be useless jelly by the time your feeder undoes the cuffs. There's something delicious about the irony of being strapped to the bed when you definitely lost the ability to get up weeks or months ago.

This is exactly the kind of pig that I dream of acquiring. A helpless blob to care for and to play with...

death feedists2 months

Hedonistic_Purity:
The trick is to sabotage yourself. Stop moving whenever possible to lose muscle, force junk into your body and stretch your stomach, ruin your metabolism, and date an evil feeder. But the time you change your mind and want to live through the decade, you'll be helpless, addicted, and trapped even before immobility.


Very hot to read. I've gone through a couple of lengthy phases where I deliberately cut out all exercise, including some activities I enjoyed, because I like the feeling of being extremely out of shape even though I'm not very big. And because the word sedentary is arousing. I try to stay seated as much as possible. I enjoy the idea of it being nearly unachievable to lose any of the weight I've gained because I've grown too out of shape to do anything about it. And, of course, the weight I've gained making it harder to exercise even if I wanted to.

The current phase of laziness has lasted for several years, and after all that time spent being lazy the thought of exercise just feels impossible and unpleasant. A part of me knows that I should, eventually, but laziness feels like a comfy warm blanket.

death feedists2 weeks

I want this to be my life and death XD

death feedists2 weeks

Hedonistic_Purity:
I've definitely come to find enabling more of a turn on. It's almost a type of force feeding in its own right, because even a very hopeless pig of a person would likely stop or slowdown when left to their own devices. Either fear, pain, laziness in getting ones own food, or the minor activity involved in talking care of oneself will keep most from falling off that left.

But if you're an enabling feeder, then at some point you've actively taken control while convincing your poor lover it's their own fault. At some point you insisted that your partner eat more food even though they wanted to stop, and they kept going just for you. Now they can't stop themselves as long as you put more food out, even if you insist they should diet.

At some point you began jumping to do every menial task for them that they could easily go themselves. At first they felt awkward because of a natural sense of Independence, but then they convince themselves they are doing you a favor by letting you feel like your being a caring partner. Now without realizing it they are useless and helpless without your care.

Now as long as you enable your love by leaving out more food, no matter how much it hurts, how much they want to stop, even while you tell them they should because it's killing them, they are physically and mentally incapable of controlling themselves. Even while they beg you to stop supplying good, you won't have to force or even insist on a single bite.

GrowingConcern:
All of this is so dark and dangerous. But so desirable somehow? It is crazy but all so addictive. And reading your description makes me even weaker.


Oh my. I can't believe this whole forum thread is turning me on so much. My mind has certainly acquired many new fetishes since joining ff.
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