forum  weightgain

to gain or not?5 months

I've always considered myaelf a feeder. I've had a couple real life expierences with females gaining weight. My ex put on over 100 lbs. Over the last two years I've gained unintentionally from 145 to 195. I've never thought of gaining myself but i love my new body. It turns me on immensely. I like how it went all to my chest and belly. Now I'm kind of curious to get to 200. However im also extremely insecure about my gain...I also want to stay active for my 2 year old son. I can't decide on whether I should diet or just embrace the gain.