Fattening others

My wife would be so much heavier if I was a feedee mutually gaining. I can't count how many times I've asked if she wants an ice cream and her response is always "Yumm......Are you getting one?" ?

"No."

"Oh... Nah, I'm pretty full, too."

For me, the excitement of getting others to gain made it very tempting to gain a few pounds too. At some point, I just gave into seeing what I am doing to others. It only started with a goal of 15 lbs to see if I could handle it. Before I knew it, I had actually put on 30 lbs. I was shocked at how much I gained but I really liked how soft I was getting. After 30 more lbs, I love it. The tables were turned.

For me, I've always been attracted to fat in general.

desperation to engage in their fetish in a way that is tangible. it can be difficult finding a partner who is a good fit and the real deal.

it is for this that the mutual gainer and the most balanced, I think

I can relate to this. I know this is an old thread, but here’s my personal experience:

I’m a feeder and FA by nature, from the beginning. Not really a feedee at all. I turned to a gainer lifestyle after I realized how unlikely it was that I would ever find a feedee to share my specific fantasy with. Especially considering my lifestyle (asexual, aromantic, and only interested in women feedees. And I’m a woman.)

So, I essentially am my own feeder. I look at it like I have a feedee but that feedee is myself. That might sound a little crazy, and for me it definitely doesn’t feel ideal. But, it’s better than nothing.

Fat

I ended up getting deep into an emotional hole and started eating to cope. After eating to the point it hurt one night, I decided "screw fattening others, I'm going to fatten up for a while."
And I hadn't looked back.

I think that it mostly comes from the realization that you can't find alot of feeders that are in your area so you eventually turn that inward. I have always had feeder tendencies because I was taught how to cook early so I loved to see people eat my cuisine and I always loved food but never to the point of getting full because I hated that sensation as a kid until I met my ex after college and she introduced me to this life and she started out as the feedee until she posed this question to me. What will happen if you don't have a feedee around then what will you do with those urges so I had to existentially think about that and realize that I have always had a secret relationship with fat so the eventual evolutionary step for me was to turn it inward. At first, I hated it because I was so used to being the enabler and I never saw myself as the type to be the one receiving the food and it is a transition but you eventually can't stop eating until you get full and you like that more than anything until you finally have that "I am fat" moment. This young lady that I am dating ask me to waddle over to her and I thought she was making fun of me until I realized that I can't walk without waddling now so that might be why feeders become feedees

Etiola:
I sooooo need to find a FA partner who'll treat me like his goddess! Maybe I'd end up embracing my fat instead of hating it.[/quote]

Your really cute, i would help you embrace your fat and weight gain.