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Does anyone else seem to have two alternate personalities when it comes to this fetish?

Half the time, I am really into fitness, staying lean, and eating clean. But the other half of the time, I start being the exact opposite. It's scary because I have no idea which is the real me. I love the gym and being lean but getting fat sounds like pure heaven. 😦

I used to be kind of like that, but it's clear who won that battle.