Hello so I am starting to think that I seriously want to be in a relationship that involves Feederism. I fall into the feeder category but my fear is that whenever I see a guy I�m attracted to instantly feel aroused. Like just the thought of them and how they are fat just turns me on. It�s like I don�t even think about the person themselves and it makes me feel terrible because I fear that I would just be incapable to be in a relationship with this fetish in my life. Like the thought of whom I was with would instantly arouse me and would I even think of them as a person. This makes me feel like a terrible person. I feel so guilty about being in a relationship that promotes gaining weight. I just don’t know how I can come to terms with this and how it will play out on the future.
I would really love some advice on this? I am also a virgin and have never been any relationship btw!
4 years
