Hi, newish gainer here, been gaining slowly for about 2 years now. I just wanted to know if anyone else lost the desire to lose weight after orgasming, just in general.
Sometimes I jack off to anything feedism related (as we all know we have) but right after I'm disgusted by the idea of gaining weight.
Is this just because I was horny, and my normal thoughts hate weight gain, or because u just end up hating everything kink related.
I really just want to make a solid decision to either gain or get fit. I don't want to flip flop anymore it's honestly very disheartening and grating on me.
Sometimes I jack off to anything feedism related (as we all know we have) but right after I'm disgusted by the idea of gaining weight.
Is this just because I was horny, and my normal thoughts hate weight gain, or because u just end up hating everything kink related.
I really just want to make a solid decision to either gain or get fit. I don't want to flip flop anymore it's honestly very disheartening and grating on me.
4 years