Fat experiences

It started pretty early for me. There was this old couple neighbor that love to take care of me because they love children. Their sons has grown up and already had their own life but the couple still had no grandchild. They are really friendly especially the old man. He likes to Carry me up and giving me a piggyback ride. And yes, he had a hard big belly with the size may compete with basketball. Im still 4/5 yo that time.

Later on, there was one day when I couldn't get to sleep. My mom was besides me, she told me to imagine something I like so it would be easier to fall asleep. Somehow I thought it would be great to imagine gettin rescued from fire by a fat firefighter man. And my stupid ass brain told it would be better to ask my mom first if I could imagining something like that lol. Fortunately I was still a kid and she doesn't thought it was weird.

And that's pretty much how it started. The rest are quite normal, like a cartoon episode when the caracters gain a rapid weightgain, deviant art, etc

I discovered it quite accidentally. I knew I already had a fetish for seeing people transform their looks, but it usually manifested itself in another way. (Haircuts) One day I was browsing facebook and noticed one of my skinny college classmates had gained a boatload of weight. A quick visit on youtube for content similar to that confirmed to me that this was a new fetish I found.

To be honest, I've always been a relatively fit person so it's hard to say exactly, despite this I've always enjoyed food and never been picky. Definitely as a teenager with unfiltered internet access I eventually stumbled across bbw/ssbbw content and it really stuck with me. I love large women with big bellies and curves, however I never really considered myself wanting to be fat, and having grown up always being fit I definitely do have obligations to always remain healthy - but starting college recently I think had encouraged some overeating when I'm at the commons or if I just have food around, but lately I've started really loving the feeling of a very full stomach. I think I'm more open to the idea of gaining weight myself now as well.

As a young adult I read about an actress who had gained 30 pounds to get a role in a film. This ticked something in me. I decided to try to do the same because it seemed like such an insane and exciting thing to do ! I put on 10 pounds in no time but I was working in a uniform with a pencil skirt and it showed immediately. All the additional weight went to my thighs and belly. I fretted over it and quickly lost the weight. Later on, a coworker told me she had though I was pregnant for some time.

After this episode, the whole thing remained just a very secret fantasy. But one day I googled "I like to gain weight" and it opened up to a whole new world.

I’ve actually given this a lot of thought and I realized that I’ve always had this fetish/presence, but over the years it has changed and morphed as I discovered different aspects of the community. Now first, it’s important to understand that I’ve always been athletic and fit (played tennis, ran track, lifted. Etc.) and in fact I’ve always been within 10 lbs of my current weight.

But I remember being fascinated by having a huge belly in my childhood (around 10 years old) and I would totally pad myself until I was huge. I had core (animal) fantasies about consuming huge amounts. And yet I myself never indulged.

Then as I started dating I was always drawn to chubby, curvy girls with big boobs. And still I didn’t really connect the dots. Remember this was largely pre internet until the late 90s, but still girls who were big, or pregnant, or chubby, man they were always high on my list of fantasies.

Flash forward to the 2000s, and then I discovered the actual fetish (thank you Stuffer31) then I realized that it was a huge turn on for me. Especially reading and watching girls stuff themselves and get huge bellies, and I realized that others share in this fetish.

Which brings me today, I don’t want to gain, but I discovered a certain talent for stuffing and bloating myself (go watch my videos) and I joined this group. I used to post on YT but got banned (LOL I never thought I was that risqué) and then didn’t post for a long time.

I still love big girls and chubby bellies. But my next desire is to meet someone IRL to share these fantasies and maybe have some playtime.

So there you are.

It goes back 50 years: Seeing fat girls in high school turned me on. I wanted them to get fatter. I met with success getting some fatter. One, 5'7 was 150 and became 170. A second went from 190 to 287, and a third from 190 to 260. Along the way I discovered I had gone, first, from 143 in high school, to 167 eight years later. A physical revealed I had become over 200 pounds. I finally reached at 5'8 1/2 267 pounds, a 52 1/2 inch belly, 30 1/2 inch thighs and a 55 inch ass. Sadly, a few broken bones have taken me down to 212. I seem to be on the way back up. I'm now addicted to getting fatter. FF helps. Cam2cam helps. Chat helps. What mostly helps is the cultivation of overeating, stretching my stomach and admiring my fat, having others admire it.

I can't remember exactly what "awakened" this stuff for me. I realized how much I was into it when I found it on the internet and when I learned about BBWs and SSBBWs.
I do remember when I realized that I was into mutual gaining or even fat couples.
It was that series of episodes of the Drew Carey show where his girl friend, Niki, had gained weight.
Of course, I don't like how it ended up but I loved how it started and developed.

Probably the first time I laid eyes on a fat person, and quite possibly a couple days before that, too

I'm just getting into it. My body likes to have extra weight, so I'm learning to love it and realize there are guys out there who do too!

Frankly, does anyone else feel like society's obsession with a young girl's almost pre-pubescent skinny figure being the 'pinnacle of beauty' is almost creepy at a certain point in life?

I mean, if you're in your 30's, 40's, 50's and you're still obsessing over these 19yr old skinny girls portrayed in advertisements, the runway and pornography that look like they're 17, there's a certain point it should feel a bit disturbing, no?

I feel like every guy should naturally start to evolve to appreciate what life does to almost all women: produce a more full figured, curvy body.

That seems like what should be natural and not some 'fetish'. Obsessing over bone thin prepubescent girls seems like the 'fetish' to me.