I think fattening people up gives me a sense of accomplishment. I feel a bit like an artist showing off my masterpiece when I go out in the world with the fat person I created. I think I also feel kind of maternal about them. I think of my sister who nursed two chubby babies while herself becoming quite thin as they literally sucked the weight off of her.
While fattening up my last partner, I got down to about 90 pounds, just to feel the contrast between his lush flab and my bones. It was awesome to know that my "creations" were over three times my size (in the case of my boyfriend) and more than double my weight (my roommate). They both looked so amazing with their thick legs, their plump arms, and their huge round bellies. And I looked like a tiny ballerina.
While fattening up my last partner, I got down to about 90 pounds, just to feel the contrast between his lush flab and my bones. It was awesome to know that my "creations" were over three times my size (in the case of my boyfriend) and more than double my weight (my roommate). They both looked so amazing with their thick legs, their plump arms, and their huge round bellies. And I looked like a tiny ballerina.
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