Gaining

Just not gaining because just not eating

I’m a stress non-eater. I’m just about 5’6”. I was 245 lbs just about 1 year ago, 54” belly. My goal was 260-270. Oh how I wanted my belly to hang over and ripple over my belt.

Then I lost my job (guess why), I wasn’t in the office to eat junk from the cafeteria and vending machines, and I moved. I did most of the moving and lost 35 lbs. I been stuck at 210-215 all this time. I’m happy to get to 225-230 at this point.

Money issues are a stress, so even though I’m not active I don’t have an appetite. I might eat once a day with a couple of cookies here or there. I really want to get back to eating more and gaining back some weight.

Sometimes I make Fatboy Shakes... whole milk, heavy cream, whole milk yogurt, ice cream, peanut butter, a banana, weight gainer powder. But often I just have no desire.

So, I’m at a loss currently.
3 years