Part of me really wants to gain weight. I've been thinking about it more and more recently, and the thought of stuffing myself and getting bigger is quite exciting. However, part of me also realizes all of the downsides gaining brings. It would be harder to do some of the things I love to do, and I'm also afraid that if I start gaining weight, I either won't be willing or won't be able to lose it. When I think about it logically, it seems like a simple choice to not gain, but, at the same time, I just can't stop thinking about it. Any suggestions? Also, this is my first time actually communicating with this community, instead of just observing it, so I'm kind of new.
2 years