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grlbossgslitgtekeep:
It’s a really interesting dichotomy to be doing the opposite of your sexual desire. I’m currently on a weight loss journey. I’m not big by any means, just chubby. Mainly a few pounds I packed on during quarantine, which may I add it was a very erotic time. feeling clothes get tight and I even ripped some underwear. Unfortunately due to my career I cannot gain any more weight, and also am starting to feel some unpleasant side effects like heartburn,sleeplessness, etc. I love being active and I don’t want that ability to be hindered yet (after all I’m a young woman enjoying life). It is just kind of weird you know, it feels wrong in a way, like I’m betraying myself. I still drink lots of liquid and eat volume heavy types of food (salads etc.) to achieve a bloated tummy without the caloric consequences but it isn’t the same. I guess it all comes down to a balance of what you value in life at the time. Down the road when I’m a grumpy old mom, sure I’d love to let myself go. But in the meantime I have to focus on what I need to get to that point, so that means I have to do the opposite of what I want so bad sometimes. Does anyone else experience this? Has anyone waited until later in life to explore the fetish on a more physically permanent level? Was it worth it? Or do you regret waiting?

grlbossgslitgtekeep:
It’s a really interesting dichotomy to be doing the opposite of your sexual desire. I’m currently on a weight loss journey. I’m not big by any means, just chubby. Mainly a few pounds I packed on during quarantine, which may I add it was a very erotic time. feeling clothes get tight and I even ripped some underwear. Unfortunately due to my career I cannot gain any more weight, and also am starting to feel some unpleasant side effects like heartburn,sleeplessness, etc. I love being active and I don’t want that ability to be hindered yet (after all I’m a young woman enjoying life). It is just kind of weird you know, it feels wrong in a way, like I’m betraying myself. I still drink lots of liquid and eat volume heavy types of food (salads etc.) to achieve a bloated tummy without the caloric consequences but it isn’t the same. I guess it all comes down to a balance of what you value in life at the time. Down the road when I’m a grumpy old mom, sure I’d love to let myself go. But in the meantime I have to focus on what I need to get to that point, so that means I have to do the opposite of what I want so bad sometimes. Does anyone else experience this? Has anyone waited until later in life to explore the fetish on a more physically permanent level? Was it worth it? Or do you regret waiting?

Gothcupcake626:
Me too , and yeah I agree trying to lose weight and having this fetish feels weird haha. But I’m not tryna get diabetes or anything, I’m obese and I don’t want to gain anymore (not that I was trying to on purpose, I am not a gainer and never was. I’m just a feedee). Getting really full and with a big belly as a result is good enough for me✨ Idk of I’ll ever gain on purpose, but for now this is a hard no.

Fatgirl1:
More of a foodie than a feedee. Due to medical issues I had to lose weight starting in 2020. It was a bizarre feeling losing and being so restrictive in my diet. I was never into sweets or chocolate so that didn’t bother me. Cut out all rice, bread, potatoes and pasta.
Lost the weight never hitting my goal weight however. Still a BMI that categorized me as obese. You couldn’t tell however. Started healing from major surgery and started gaining. Belly exploded in size. Still not eating those goods but I’m eating a lot more in quantity.
This gain was short lived. Cardiologist was beside himself. Back on strict diet having to lose again. My fantasies haven’t changed. Still wish I was north of 300. Love how my body feels when I’m so fat. But, the stress at this point is just too much. It will have to stay a fantasy. This site lets me indulge in reading about every bodies experiences. Living vicariously is going to be the way it has to be now.

Fatgirl1:
More of a foodie than a feedee. Due to medical issues I had to lose weight starting in 2020. It was a bizarre feeling losing and being so restrictive in my diet. I was never into sweets or chocolate so that didn’t bother me. Cut out all rice, bread, potatoes and pasta.
Lost the weight never hitting my goal weight however. Still a BMI that categorized me as obese. You couldn’t tell however. Started healing from major surgery and started gaining. Belly exploded in size. Still not eating those goods but I’m eating a lot more in quantity.
This gain was short lived. Cardiologist was beside himself. Back on strict diet having to lose again. My fantasies haven’t changed. Still wish I was north of 300. Love how my body feels when I’m so fat. But, the stress at this point is just too much. It will have to stay a fantasy. This site lets me indulge in reading about every bodies experiences. Living vicariously is going to be the way it has to be now.

MitchHedberg:
So even when gaining with healthy foods your cardiovascular health suffered?