This is going to be a weird ramble. The TL;DR is that I have some pregnancy fetishist tendencies and need help working them out.
The idea of pregnancy isn't appealing me to me; I find the concept of a human growing in another... mildly disturbing, honestly (it doesn't help that I'm ardently child-free). However, when I SEE a heavily pregnant woman, I can't help but getting... a little turned on. I still remember scanning out a pregnant customer at the grocery store and doing my best not to stare at her stomach (one woman's observation that she 'looked like she was ready to pop' didn't help matters). Additionally, the other night I dreamed about getting to pat a pregnant woman's stomach... and it was a pleasant experience.
I'm normally able to own up to my fetishes- I have a thing for SSBBWs and inflation, and I have no problem discussing it in the proper online circles. However, I always feel like I'm fighting back against myself when it comes to pregnant bellies (even though I know it's not the pregnancy itself that turns me on, but the size aspect).
I don't know, has anyone been able to relate to this? Does anyone have any advice?
The idea of pregnancy isn't appealing me to me; I find the concept of a human growing in another... mildly disturbing, honestly (it doesn't help that I'm ardently child-free). However, when I SEE a heavily pregnant woman, I can't help but getting... a little turned on. I still remember scanning out a pregnant customer at the grocery store and doing my best not to stare at her stomach (one woman's observation that she 'looked like she was ready to pop' didn't help matters). Additionally, the other night I dreamed about getting to pat a pregnant woman's stomach... and it was a pleasant experience.
I'm normally able to own up to my fetishes- I have a thing for SSBBWs and inflation, and I have no problem discussing it in the proper online circles. However, I always feel like I'm fighting back against myself when it comes to pregnant bellies (even though I know it's not the pregnancy itself that turns me on, but the size aspect).
I don't know, has anyone been able to relate to this? Does anyone have any advice?
2 years