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Wow, you are really spamming this all over the place, huh?

Can't stop you from committing suicide, but I gotta say death by heart attack ... is a choice.

And 300 lbs? Man, that number is so low. You wanna gain 300 lbs and have a heart attack. Pretty unusual for the death feedist crowd. Don't y'all normally want to get as fat as possible.

I legit don't know if this is a troll or if this is legit. And if this is legit, this is the saddest thing I've read all day.

The more I think about this plan, the dumber I realize it is.

You want to have a heart attack by a particular time; however, there is no guarantee that you will have a heart attack. Yes, you're more likely to have a heart attack the higher your risk factors are, but risk factors are risks. You might not have a heart attack, or if you do, it may not come before your deadline.

If you have a heart attack, you have one of two options: live or die.

If you are so selfish as to commit suicide, you better have the decency to have all your affairs in order. And I sure hope you don't traumatize an innocent bystander when you go. RIP to little Bobby after he saw an old man die in front of him at McDonald's. Gonna need all the therapy.

Also, you live in America, where health care and death care are outrageously expensive. Your death can financially cripple whoever has to take care of your affairs when you go.

If you live, I sure hope you have outstanding insurance. Again, healthcare in America is expensive. I work in health insurance. I can't tell you how many times someone has had a major health crisis (like a heart attack) and took a massive blow to their finances. This includes the people who had good coverage and had a decent amount of money saved up.

Not only that, but the doctors will force you to eat better and take medications. When you go home, you'll feel extremely weak. And if you have someone to care for you while you recover (which can take weeks to months), they will force you to take care of yourself.

There's a reason why most feedists don't go this route - not even the death feedists. The logistics are a nightmare.

Ok, I will now lock this thread.

Maybe it’s just a very vivid fantasy for you OP (even if you say it’s not) but we do not encourage self-harm here.

OP if you seriously think of suicide because, as Munchie said, it is that, I would seriously suggest you to seek help from professionals. No kink, irl, should lead to that.

And you do spam that project of yours in one way or another in other threads: I strongly advise you to stop. You will annoy people and other users might want to follow your example and this absolutely not acceptable.