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There is someone i want to talk to but i have nothing to say to her. When i see that she is online i stay but i don't say anything to her. I feel like a husk of what i was before. I have lost interest in everything around me, i try to keep myself busy to not think about her but in the end when i'm trying to sleep i end up thinking of her.

Hmm, i don't know the specifics, bt lines like "i've lost interest in everything around me" makes me think you should see a dr...

I have no interest in seeing a doctor.

No worries, was just my thoughts

*points to poster right above yours*

im the same! its hard. you try not to complain or make a fuss about not getting any gratatude cos thats rude. but just leaves you feeling down.

The longer I stay away from the 'fat' world, the less I crave it.

Easier said then done, lol I'm sure there would be less problems in the world if everyone was true to themselves, but its not like its ever going to happen...

I hate work... I still wish I could stay home.

I want to be online, meeting and chatting with people I love.
I want to be immobile, and I want 4 feeders to take care of me.

I still get sad sometimes when I dont gain fast enough.

Ha, I'm sure you're not alone there.