I was skinny to average until halfway through middle school and then was around 30 lbs overweight until college, but I didn't really pork up until I got on my own and was living by myself and buying all my own food.

I had a belly from seventh grade on but it wasn't until I was about 30 that I gained enough that I started getting boobs and a decent double chin. For a long time, all my weight went to my belly so I had to keep revising my goal weight because I've always wanted to look fat all over instead of just having a big belly sticking out.

Maybe it was Dimensions. I remember subscribing to them in the early 2000s, got a couple of issues, then they shut down and kept everyone's money.

Someone on here once said that if you masturbate to the fantasy of getting fatter and after you come, you no longer want to get/be fat, you shouldn't do it. You either aren't ready or should simply keep it as a fantasy.

People on here are going to tell you to "go for it" or "do what makes you happy," but getting fat carries many consequences that make the decision really complex.

Same thing for me that it was super sensitive even before I decided to fatten up. I was 30-40 lbs overweight at that point and having a girl just trace her finger over my belly made me shudder with pleasure.

ITALIAN SALAD

1 head of romaine lettuce, chopped
1 carton cherry tomatoes, halved
1 can chickpeas, drained
1 lb. sliced mozzarella or balls or pearls
1 lb. salami, sliced and halved
6 green onions, sliced
1 can black olives, sliced
Italian or balsamic dressing

Having my belly peeking out under outgrown clothes. Constantly pulling shirts down over my growing belly.

My belly brushing up against things, especially doors.

Wedging myself into booths at some fast food places.

Constantly pulling shirts down over my belly.

Using railings when going down stairs.

He's got good genetics...lucky that he has some nice boobage despite not having that huge of a belly yet.

That cartoon Pigs Is Pigs where the little pig who loves to eat is forceably fattened up. In the end, he's bursting out of his restraints and the mad scientist prods his belly while saying, "Had enough, my boy?" I flashed back to that during the two times my belly was prodded in public by strangers.

Also Goofy in that "Tomorrow We Diet" cartoon. Him filling out a stool on a diner, stuffing himself until the owner says, "Any more grub, Chub?"

This is something that does not come overnight. I spent plenty of time saying "Why? Why? Why?" even though I don't have fantasies of getting enormous, at least by FF standards.

I agree when people say to take it slow. But realize that these desires will not go away, and you are going to eventually need to accept them.