Masuli:
I have had this fantasy of being fattened by female feeder without me knowing it at first.

So basically this woman would give me appetite stimulants to make me hungry by putting them in my food.

She would also give me something to make me feeling lazy, sleepy and not caring about what is happening when I would be stuffed full or realize what is happening.

She would add some medicine to lower my metabolism to help me gain weight even quicker.

When I would have eaten really well, stuffed and gaining weight she would reward me with sex so that I would associate being fattened by pleasure. Maybe even give little Viagra to exchange the stimulation effect.

Feeder would give these drugs without me knowing or having any idea.

After I would have started to gain weight really well or gained weight big amount she would be more open about me being fattened up.

Anyone else have had this kind of fantasy?

Hedonistic_Purity:
As a death feeder I definitely get off on ruination, but the idea of it can mean different goals and fetishes to different people, so I think this can be a fun topic.

Want to be taken from fit classy respected, to obese slobby, pathetic pig


How do you want to be ruined?

Purely aesthetically--stretch marks, changed face, certain hygienic issues, skin so stretched by fat that you'll never look the same without many expensive surgeries, even with weight loss?

Health--ruined joints, permenantly stretched stomach lining, severe hygienic problems, chronic illness, conditions that hinder or prevent weight loss without surgery, permenant cardiovascular damage, lymphoedema, irreversible diabetes, etc?

Psychological--food addiction, binge eating disorder, emotional eating, dependency, broken will, a feeling of uselessness, wasted potential that can never be regained, feeling too far gone, knowing you're so fat that only attractive to someone who wants to assist in your slow suicide?

Why do you want to be ruined?

Does the thing being ruined directly turn you on? Which is to say, it just does and you don't know why. It didn't develope from another fetish, but the moment you saw it in someone else, or it happened by accident to you, you were turned on.

Did it develope from a similar fetish? An overall desire to be controlled, hurt, to please?

Did it develope from a coping mechanism? A way to turn suffering or self hatred into pleasure?

Is it an excuse? Are you scared of your inherent fetish (mobility issues, health issues, or even just becoming obese), and the more ruined you become, the further gone you are, the easier it is to just let it happen? Does having someone destroy your body ALLOW you to get off on it because now the damage is done/irreversible?

Explore your darkness with this one 💝

Rufatyet2:

Hedonistic_Purity:
As a death feeder I definitely get off on ruination, but the idea of it can mean different goals and fetishes to different people, so I think this can be a fun topic.

Want to be taken from fit classy respected, to obese slobby, pathetic pig


How do you want to be ruined?

Purely aesthetically--stretch marks, changed face, certain hygienic issues, skin so stretched by fat that you'll never look the same without many expensive surgeries, even with weight loss?

Health--ruined joints, permenantly stretched stomach lining, severe hygienic problems, chronic illness, conditions that hinder or prevent weight loss without surgery, permenant cardiovascular damage, lymphoedema, irreversible diabetes, etc?

Psychological--food addiction, binge eating disorder, emotional eating, dependency, broken will, a feeling of uselessness, wasted potential that can never be regained, feeling too far gone, knowing you're so fat that only attractive to someone who wants to assist in your slow suicide?

Why do you want to be ruined?

Does the thing being ruined directly turn you on? Which is to say, it just does and you don't know why. It didn't develope from another fetish, but the moment you saw it in someone else, or it happened by accident to you, you were turned on.

Did it develope from a similar fetish? An overall desire to be controlled, hurt, to please?

Did it develope from a coping mechanism? A way to turn suffering or self hatred into pleasure?

Is it an excuse? Are you scared of your inherent fetish (mobility issues, health issues, or even just becoming obese), and the more ruined you become, the further gone you are, the easier it is to just let it happen? Does having someone destroy your body ALLOW you to get off on it because now the damage is done/irreversible?

Explore your darkness with this one 💝

Rufatyet2:

Roundingout66:
When I had my first feeder, she put 21lbs on me in about six weeks. I didn't know I gained that much but I remember:
1. The itching all over my belly and thighs was crazy. Especially my belly from being constantly full, getting stretch marks, and expanding so much.
2. Maybe 3 weeks in feeling like I could hardly get clothes on that didn't press on my gut. Felt so uncomfortable to bend over, tie my shoes, do chores, etc. I gained close to 4 inches on my belly and it really hampered my day to day.
3. HUGE increase in my appetite, then feeling I never wanted to eat. Like 3 weeks of just feeling like I could never get full. Then being full after so little food. She would have to make sure I was eating or encourage me more than usual. Not sure why but it was great the first half, then hard the second

ArabGainer:
Hey there I’m 22 gay gainer Arab