Yeah, i never had that but i would love that. or a contract that would bind me to their whim every 2nd weekend, having me kept as a temporary captive only to be constantly fed.
Day and night, until my contracted weight is reached

I hope willingly though?

I always wondered, since America has REALLY a lot of feedism and foodies, it seems to be easy to gain weight there... did anyone have a short trip over there for that exact reason and if so, how was it, what are tips for that?

I always wondered, since America has REALLY a lot of feedism and foodies, it seems to be easy to gain weight there... did anyone have a short trip over there for that exact reason and if so, how was it, what are tips for that?

It would be what I'd need to really go over the point of no return. Disconnecting from everyone to live my life in fat bliss

I oftentimes dreamed about it with a sense of bliss, but also a tad of shame. Life doesn't allow for this to happen. I work to eat and I eat to work.

Cheers!

Anyone up for a casual feeding session in Europe in the next or next 2 months?
I pay my own food if that's an issue.
I'm just curious to try out getting stuffed over my limit.
depending on distance the time can vary a bit thanks to traveling.

I feel you, lad. I really do.
I wish for the same, but no luck yet.
I feel like either I suck at approaching people, which I think I try very openly, or something is up with here.
I usually think it's the former

Honestly it's an interesting thought to persue.

What is our destiny? What do I want?

Honestly it is a question only your honest self can answer.
If you dont mind though I could share my version of that.

I was always into fat. Especially bellies.
But also I not always accepted my own body.
I was always plump. My family cooks too well to be otherwise, no matter how much they tell me I should watch my weight.
Was bullied to, so I never learned to see myself of worth. So I tried to lose weight, but ultimately that hole in my stomach was maddening.

As unhealthy as it is, I taught myself to mostly be hungry once a day. As a compromise to trying to lose weight. With that I limit my calory input, whilst eating whaterver and how much I can handle.

It works for workdays, but on weekends I just like to truly indulge. I didnt do so until 2 years ago though.
Through years of building up confidence I got enough to see my body and treasure its weight. I want to grow to a size of around 180 to 200kg and I'm happy how it's going

I make my own destiny as I wish to be

Austria