I’m definitely heavy in the butt, I realized I was uncomfortable in just about every pair of jeans and ended up upsizing the pants. I think I might jump up another size, since even the new upsized pants (largest at the store I was shopping at) are JUST comfortable.

Something I’ve noticed while gaining is that while I don’t consider myself huge - I’m definitely not small - I was recently at a popular clothing store and was shocked I’m now shopping in the largest section there at only 230lbs. I also have noticed that other large people don’t seem as fat to me as I gain more. I guess I know I’m pretty fat, but as I get fatter the amount I consider to be significantly fat seems to become more and more. Does anyone else find themselves in this same thought pattern?

I also like it, my favorite was cake&melted ice cream (with heavy cream too usually). If I wasnt trying to be secretive about how much im trying to gain I would do it a whole lot more. I absolutely loved how fast that would go down, and then I would go and take a nap somewhere before I felt uncomfortable.

I was pretty skinny early on, so the first 10 lbs people thought I was working out, but once I went up to 30 lbs over my start weight of 165, then people started telling me I needed to lose winter weight haha.

I admired fat so much, that I wanted my own. Something about the way it bounces, and doing things to intentionally make oneself fatter made it very fulfilling.

Is anyone else sneaking food? I try to avoid being judged for how much I truly eat and as a result do some of my stuffings in the car. Typically when I do that it’s an extra meal, or half a dozen doughnuts and some heavy cream.

Anything else I should be trying?

I pretty much transitioned from fa to gainer. It’s been a process since the teen years, but early on was definitely afraid of getting fat, but admired it, enjoyed the pov content, and then tried some soft core stuffing. Been on and off as a gainer ever since then, I love the idea of getting bigger, finding new things that are more difficult, and just in general having more of that softness for myself. Can only admire it for so long before you need more….

Lately, belly, butt, face, moobs. In that order.

I used to be in the same boat. But ultimately it was making small habits that made big changes. Small things like making sure to always finish your plate, then always make sure you order plenty of food, then try to supplement with heavy cream as filler, but make sure you don't eat less food. I also tried to sneak in extra meals before I'd go eat meals somewhere else sometimes. It was very hard to act like I had a big appetite, but it comes with practice. I was in and out of heavy cream, but it was the other habits that made a big difference. I struggled to get past 185, then I made those changes and I crept all the way up to 215. If you let those changes go, then the weight starts to fall off. Thinking about gaining again to see how fast I can pile some weight on again.

Not so much kidnapping, willingly going to a place where funnel feeding is normal/encouraged, and it’s a competition to see who can gain the fastest. Not that I actually would do that in real life, but definitely my fantasy.