God, I didn't think my food addiction was that big.
I have a lot of anxiety and I can't wait to eat delicious things.
My husband is inflexible about my diet, but I already cheated, I have my nurse and my niece.
Yesterday I asked my nurse to let me have a hamburger and then a chocolate cake. Today I asked my niece to bring me fried chicken with potatoes and 5 bars of chocolate.
The problem is that my husband doesn't know this and if he finds out my nurse could have problems.
The truth is I'm starving and I have a serious anxiety problem. My nurse didn't do things voluntarily, I basically ordered her to do them.
I broke my diet but it was necessary to calm down a little.

If I didn't have so many health problems, I wouldn't be doing this.
I wanted to reach 1000lbs and I was close, but the last time I ran out of air, my legs were about to explode from so much fluid retention, my blood pressure is uncontrollable and at this rate I'm going to die before I reach 1000lbs.
Things were not good. My husband touched my leg and I was dying of pain.
The idea of ​​walking again and leaving my house is my motivation for now.

Thank you.
The anxiety is very strong and I have been eating a lot since yesterday.
My husband is going to let me eat without limits today, but tomorrow I have to start the diet.
I can't get out of bed to look for food and the success of my diet depends solely on my husband.
I'm terrified because even if I scream for something to eat I won't get anything.
I'm very scared and I think the first few days are going to be a nightmare. From eating 3 whole fried chickens I now go on to eat 2 unsalted breasts with vegetables.

My Christmas wish is to lose weight.
I don't want to be thin, but walking again would be great.
I miss leaving the house and I want to stop living in a bed.
I'm short of breath at night and oxygen doesn't help. I don't want to tempt fate, I'm going to miss my big meals but I need to improve my quality of life.
After Christmas I'll be put on a diet.
The countdown begins and I must take advantage of it to eat before starting the damn diet.

Well you are right. Being immobile implies a lot of anxiety, anxiety generates hunger and the desire to eat is calmed with food. The problem is that it takes a lot of food to fill such a big stomach and with the degree of obesity that I have, immobility is a sentence to continue gaining weight.
Eating, games and TV, is there another activity suitable for an obese person with immobility?
Immobility is a cause and consequence of obesity. There are not many options other than accepting immobility or paying for surgery and treatments to lose weight.

1. Has been fed in real life.
Yeah
2. I ate myself to sleep
Yeah
3. You had sex while being fed at the same time.
I don't know and if it happened I didn't realize it.
4. Stolen food because I'm just a little pig.
I didn't steal it, I ate it without realizing it.
5. I have been called "fat" in public.
Yeah
6. A stranger patted or touched my belly.
No
7. I have been fatter than my current weight.
No
8. Torn clothing or burst button.
Yeah
9. Furniture broken by my weight
Yes, a bed and a marble countertop.
10. I saw a real pig and I was excited.
No
11. I fantasized about immobility
Yes and now it's real
12. I ate until I vomited
Yes, sometimes burping causes accidents.
13. I got stuck somewhere because of my size.
Yeah.
14. I posted nudes of myself online.
No
15. Has been fed online.
No
16. A family member has told me that I need to lose weight.
Yes, all of them.
17. I had a partner who adored my fatness.
My husband.
18. I started rubbing my belly in public.
No
19. They have called me a pig.
Yes, also whale in public.
20. My partner has weighed and measured me.
Yeah
21. I have been in a winning competition with another winner.
No

I think that in my conditions the only costume I could use is something similar to the female version of the obese vampire that appears in the movie "blade."

I never tried to find out this and I really would try.
I can assure you that I eat a dozen large filled donuts, because I do it regularly. I love donuts, they are delicious.
I want to find out how many of those I can eat until I'm full.

Definitely a huge chocolate cake. I would eat it right now.

I am addicted to food, my husband encourages me to overeat and good food makes me very fat.
I learned to enjoy my obesity and my body as it is. I'd rather gain weight than endure the urge to eat something delicious.
Eating is comforting and one of the best pleasures in life.