I keep some, but I'm very selective because I like to buy new clothes. I keep my nicer things until I decide they wouldn't be worn even if they did fit.

Thank you. My current doctor is much better.

I had an experience finding a doctor here. On my first office visit she wanted to discuss gastric bypass. That was my last visit to her.

I've never been a contrast enthusiast, but this is something that's happening in my life right now and it's stirring.

1. Been fed IRL
Yes

2. Ate myself to sleep
Yes
3. Had sex while being fed at the same time
Yes
4. Stolen food because I'm just a piggy
Yes

5. Been called a fat name in public
Yes
6. Had a stranger pat or poke my belly
No
7. Been fatter than my current weight
Yes, but not by much
8. Ripped clothes or popped a button
Yes
9. Broken furniture because of my weight
Yes
10. Seen an actual pig and got turned on
No
11. Fantasized about immobility
No
12. Ate until I threw up
Almost
13. Got stuck somewhere because of my size
Yes
14. Posted nudes of myself online
No
15. Been fed online
No
16. Been told I need to lose weight by a family member
Yes
17. Had a partner who worshiped my fat
Yes
18. Started rubbing my belly in public
Yes
19. Been called a pig
Yes
20. Been weighed and measured by my partner
No
21. Been in a gaining competition with another gainer
No

I'm under 300, and I wouldn't trust a futon. Invest in something sturdier. Futons are only cheaper when you don't have to keep replacing them.

Doughnuts. Simple, but perfect.

I don't really have a regular order, but lately I can't pass an Arby's without picking up an order of jalapeno poppers with bronco berry sauce and an orange cream milkshake.

Cannoli. I will go out of my way to obtain good cannoli.

Thank you so much! I knew I had deleted them before, but I was having a mental block.