I have had a dream of being a famous fatty, and being invited to other fat events. Even with very large people at the event, I make every one look small. And at the dinner I eat what everyone else has ordered hundreds of meals. My belly expands till some guests have to move out of it way as I grow bigger and bigger.

Many years ago I tried to drink pure vegetable oil, I do not recommend it, it did not stay down long.

Yes a few time with family, mainly older antique chairs or some plastic chairs. Not all about breaking them more for my safety.

But I also check most seats if I think they can handle my bulk comfortable.

I would like to be to fat to move about or unable to get out of bed even if I wanted too. Legs so fat they can't bend. I plan to be 600 lbs soon. Then after I retire do some driving around Australia maybe overseas cruising maybe. Then settle to an comfortable retirement villa and just gain maybe 800 lbs or more if I can.

What is the purpose of purity if only to be defiled

It same with sweet country towns, or that hidden surf break. The initial people are about a core value the feel, comradery, the vibe. Then other notice less layed back people move in. If you get enough people moving in the opportunity people turn up, then the knockers and trolls. It just seems the nature of things.

After I exceeded 215 kg I had a rapid change in mobility walking is really an effort. And the underfoot pressure is noticeable and limiting on standing time. 20 min max. Fat between the legs has we wadding and with wider gate this increases loads on the legs. I have difficulty rolling over in bed, and have to sleep raised a bit due to stomachs weight. My hips have gotten much fatter and wobble significantly with each step this can effect balance at times. Account of my bigger belly apron pushing on my thighs climbing step means pushing my belly up and down each step that's hard work.

I use a blender. So add

Bannarnas
Advocardo

Cheese

Raw egg

Lentils or cooked beans

I have added melted chocolate at the last bend.

As mentioned custard , cream, milk.

I have blended breakfast cereal to a thick paste that can be gulped down, add sugar or honey. I enjoy that can eat a whole box in a short time.

In a job I had some 25 years back the production plant had lots of vertical pipe with spaces between them, all different. I recall the day I could no longer fit between some I had the week before. It was both embarrassing with fellow work mates, and excitement at the same moment. Now days I need to watch some door ways in older buildings.

Myself I was worried about being fat at school work out and about . It like that when you in your 20 to 30 something. After 40 you suddenly get a sense of freedom from that and like who cares anymore. And to my surprise most others don't. It was more in my own head.i think do what you love, and be confident about it. Best of luck outgrowing you clothes.

An obese rate in Spain of about 15% is low australia is aboit 66 %. You know being at the edge of the normal human distribution is not easy if you are subconscious of yourself aka give a shit what other think. Sounds like you need to develop a thicker social skin first. Maybe start with left of centre clothes or hair or make-up to increase you tolerance.