I've been into gaining weight for a long time. I remember watching Rugrats and seeing Angelica really fat and I wanted to get super fat someday. I discovered the community in 2010 after someone made a Sonic 2 Rom hack that made Sonic get fatter each time he collected onion rings and someone on Sonic Retro pointed me to another gaining forum that was already dying by the time I joined so I looked for other communities and found Fantasy Feeder! (The name of the hack is Sonic 2 XL btw.)

Lately I've noticed that I've been getting out of breath a little bit if I have to walk from my machine to the front of the office. That's something new to me and I love it haha.

I was able to drink cream in the past and it helped me gain. The last time I tried drinking it mixed with a off brand boost it really upset my stomach, to the point where I almost threw up in the middle of the night. I did chug my shake before bed so that probably didn't help. Now I mainly gain by eating junk food and drinking lots of soda. I unfortunately don't have a working freezer right now otherwise I would be gaining by eating melted ice cream, which I prefer to do over than using heavy cream. I know you can add cream to dishes but I don't cook.

I can understand that you're conflicted. I was a bit too before I started to gain weight, I wondered how others would treat me when they seen me getting bigger. But that feeling washed away the older I got and I told my wife about me gaining weight. What I suggest is, talk to your partner about this. See what he has to say and if he's on board, dip your toes into it and gain a little bit and see how you feel about it. If it's for you and you want to get fatter, go for it but if you find out this isn't for you, then lose weight or stay at the weight you end up at.

I gained some weight when I went through my first puberty, I loved it but my grandmother was concerned so she made me lose weight. Then when I was 20, I discovered this site and starting intentionally gaining weight since I was an adult. I've been gaining off and on since, I'm really pushing myself right now and I'm trying to get to at least 230 lbs. before September 1st since that's when I see my endocrinologist. Last time I weighed myself I was 219 lbs. but it's hard for me to get an accurate reading at my house since I believe my house might be unleveled since I live on a hill. The number changes whenever I move the scale to a different part of the house. :V

I'm sure they mean that a lot of the south is anti LGBT, especially Florida and Texas. Racism is still an issue in a lot of places but the current boogeyman are trans people unfortunately.

I get scolded every time I go to my Endocrinologist's office. She tells me to cut back on soda, and processed foods and get more exercise. I ignore her instructions and do the opposite every time lol. She still thinks I work in a factory and walk around, but I work in an office now.

Are you intentionally gaining weight: Yes!

Do you gain weight every year: I think so

Weight: 214 lbs last I checked

Size: 3XL

Avg calories per day:3,100

Avg # of meals per day:4-5

Typical meals eaten on average day: Highly processed foods like lunch meat, chips, soda, fast food.

Exercise amount: None

Laziness level: Sedentary

Relationship with food: I love food and I love stuffing myself with junk food!

You could go on T but it won't really decrease your chest size. As someone who's trans and pre top surgery with a large chest, the Testosterone did kind of deflate my moobs a bit, but I still need to get surgery to get smaller moobs. (Which is hard to find a surgeon willing to operate on a large guy.) You could also get trans tape or a binder, that helps too.

My belly is more firm when I'm standing up, but is also soft at the same time especially when I'm sitting down. I love having a ball belly!