It’s really hard sometimes to try and explain yourself to someone who doesn’t understand your kink. I would like her to switch to a more dominant role sometimes. And feed me or at least feed each other. I’ve told her this but I know she has no idea what she should do. She has always been very willing to indulge me but this is different. I told her I want to be the sub feedee more. I try so hard to describe what I want. She’s always let me feed her and gain in the process. But she looked at me like I have three eyes, when I said I want her to do to me what she’s aloud me to do to her. I get it this is not her kink. So I do understand. Any thoughts?

It’s really hard sometimes to try and explain yourself to someone who doesn’t understand your kink. I would like her to switch to a more dominant role sometimes. And feed me or at least feed each other. I’ve told her this but I know she has no idea what she should do. She has always been very willing to indulge me but this is different. I told her I want to be the sub feedee more. I try so hard to describe what I want. She’s always let me feed her and gain in the process. But she looked at me like I have three eyes, when I said I want her to do to me what she’s aloud me to do to her. I get it this is not her kink. So I do understand. Any thoughts?

I’m going through the same thing right now!! I am currently 40 and about 185 at 5’10 and lift and strength train 5 days a week. But I’ve always been into the kink. I always thought of myself as a feeder,FA or encourager. But I’ve always had a want to gain. I’m still having trouble excepting my own feelings. Mostly from internal obeasaphobia and our fat phobic society. But I also want to be free and honest with myself.

I’m trying to get to know people around here also. I’m not a big guy either, but it really doesn’t matter. I’m trying to get past some of the mental issues that come along with our kink. Like discovering you’re not completely a feeder and finding you have a desire to gain or be dominated. I have a partner that’s not into the kink but has tolerated it and joined in off and on to satisfy me. But now Im coming to terms with the reality that I’m probably a gainer, and probably always have been. That opened up a whole new box of feelings and anxiety’s.

If you eat the whole thing you’re going to be pushing 10k in calories

1190 calories per serving and I believe it serves eight. So I would say so.

I know I like it already, so what else could I do.

Padding won't surfice. I think I want to grow breast!

I’d like to feel the sensation of growing breast and a female body and belly.

I’d like to feel the sensation of growing breast and a female body and belly.