So. This isn't the gym, but it's my closest comparison. I gained some unintended weight just being uninhibited in November and December. I absolutely want to stay fat... Very fat. . But I do need to get healthier and stronger. Yesterday was my first session with a personal trainer. At my request, my husband gifted me a fitness package for Christmas. I'm kind of excited about it, because we're going to do some strength training and get some aspects of health back in check.
Yesterday, we did a walk, and my trainer put weights on my ankles. He said I have impressive strength, and I made it more than a quarter of a mile, then walked back. That's not much, but it's also not shabby for someone my size. I did see someone in a car at a stop sign starting at me, then turn to talk to her passenger who in turn stared at me too. Doesn't bother me though... Get an eye full, as my grandpa used to say, lol.
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HectorBalloon:
2025 better be better be better than 2024.
2024 was a fuck-face of a year for the most part, partly because of some personal mistakes, partly due to stupidity (crashed my fucking bicycle again), although there were some better moments.
Definitely had years like that myself. Sending you positive thoughts for only good things to come in 2025!
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Karenjenk:
Merry Christmas to all
Today i woke up early and barely needed assistance to get out of bed
Chris has a stuffing party planned for today.
I asked for it.
One last one. The last one. My present to me in a way. I love being pampered and played with and teased and fed.
he has 3 couples coming over in 4 hours and for 6 hours I will eat what every anyone hands me or puts in my lips.
This is the last one because of mobility.
The crazy side of my brain has enjoyed needing help to get out of bed in the morning and needing help to get out of the couch.
the practical part of me is horrified at what ive become and is afraid i will lose my ability to leave this house.
Waddling is hard to do but i can still get up the three steps and to the curb and back. The issues is getting up. I cant lift all of this alone
Anyway,
im allowing myself to completely enjoy today. to enjoy the food and touch and talk.
tomorrow i will begin anew and get back closer to 400.
i know this isnt a popular thing to say on this site but i do plan to lose enough to be more self sufficient and then maybe i can indulge in a feeding session like today in the future and not worry about being trapped.
Merry Christmas to all
Karen
Karen,
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! I wish you ALL the best in achieving your balance. You're so right about the reality of actually being unable to leave your bed and house. For those who can truly find happiness with that life, I have zero judgement and wish nothing but love, joy, and light. However, the reality involves a LOT of sacrifice, and it's not one I want to make either.
I'm going on my own fitness journey in 2025, and by "fitness", I mean, getting my blood sugar and blood pressure back down, walking daily and lifting weights, and being able to drive again. I gave myself some leeway in November and December and gained about 35 pounds, putting me at 607. The gain has made me feel very lethargic and has made me feel unsafe driving , due to lack of mobility and difficulty turning a steering wheel. I haven't driven in six weeks. I don't want to be skinny. My goal weight is 500, as I feel fairly comfortable around that size while still being a reeeeally fat BBW. At my request, my husband's Christmas gift to me was a package with a trainer who specializes in adaptive fitness for people with mobility issues. I see taking care of my body as a way to get the most out of being fat.
Here's to us both in 2025!
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BigBallBellyGirl:
All the vintage Christmas music... Darlene Love and such!
Johnxyz:
She tours every Christmas. I saw her in NJ a week ago. Fantastic show.
LOVE her. And she's still got a powerhouse voice. My parents always let me stay up and watch her annual Letterman performance when I was a kid. It was good to see her on The Tonight Show this year!
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All the vintage Christmas music... Darlene Love and such!
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You as well! And an amazing 2025!
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I was already fat as a kid/teen and loved sneaking snacks and stuffing my face, but my mother kept a close eye on me and did her best to push healthy foods into my plate. The summer before my senior year, I got a part time job at a diner, and for the first time, I had the freedom and pocket money to indulge. Employees also ate at half price, so I had access to greasy grilled cheese, burgers, fries, and milkshakes. That was the first time I gained with the intent of fattening up even more. I kept the job throughout my senior year and got bigger and bigger. I was the only student the graduation gown fit snugly instead of flowing freely.
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LuvsChub04:
Very glad you were able to fly my ex who weighed way less then you, had major issues flying. I am very happy that you were able too n accommodate you. Congrats on the marriage, n the awesome sounding food
Thank you for your kind words. We spent nearly a year planning, making phone calls, and asking questions of the airline and hotel. We also spent SO much more than we otherwise would have. For example, I have issues with certain activities of daily living, and I use tools and accomodations for hygiene, etc. We had to carry, and pay an additional charge for, an extra suitcase.
I also use a special bariatric chair with grab bars that sits above the toilet (reducing the risk of damaging the toilet and making it easier for me to maneuver). We bought a spare (also not cheap) and shipped it to the resort in advance, which meant another phone call to the resort.
Additionally, there's no way I could have gotten into the resort shuttle. We had to rent a car instead.
So yes-- we chose to make an investment in this trip for sure, and we're glad we did, but spur of the moment travel is definitely out for me, and probably has been for the past 150 pounds of gain.
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EzP:
I know the topic itself is usually sexual, but for me, I don't always feel sexual about it. My journey is part of me being comfortable with myself and enjoying the food and the journey. Sure I feel some sort of sexual gratification from it sometimes, but not all the time. That and I was thinking about having a relationship(which I probably will make a post about on another forum) that wasn't just sexual. Is that a completely different thing or is it part of feederism? I've only joined the community pretty recently, so I apologize if I may be wrong.
Munchies:
Feedism is, at it's core, about feeding people and being fed. Fat fetishism is all about enjoying fatness.
Both of these things are not inherently sexual.
Plus, this community has a good chunk of sex-repulsed ace people. If they can find their bliss here, so can you.
Completely right. I liked being chubby/fat as a kid, and I liked fat characters in books and TV, long before I had sexual thoughts or feelings. My first grade teacher was a big woman, and I thought she was pretty and sweet.
Same with my husband. He is of course sexually attracted to fat, but he also just finds a full figure visually pleasing in a non-sexual way.
Of course fat admiration, gaining, etc. can be sexy, but that's not all it is. There's a place for everyone here!
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Raven:
Sounds like you guys had an amazing time! Thanks for sharing with us, I've always wondered how traveling would be at that size. My wife and I are no where near that size yet, but if and when one of us does reach this size it's good to know there's accommodations. I wish you two nothing but the best and many happy years together!
BigBallBellyGirl:
Thank you so much!
Supersized travel is definitely possible. I used to fly more frequently but I was 350-375 then. This was my first time on a plane at anywhere close to this weight. It certainly requires a lot of planning, and I'm well aware there would be plenty of places that would be impossible because of inaccessibility.
The best piece of advice I could offer would be to make no assumptions and call ahead. In booking at the resort, we asked for a call from management at the actual property, which we got. I was very transparent about my needs, and the answers we got were accurate.
Additionally, i'd encourage a very large person traveling to understand, there will be some discomfort and inconvenience. Flying simply isn't comfortable, and aircraft bathrooms are impossible. In those cases, you plan accordingly and make the best of it
Good luck to you and your wife with wherever your gaining journeys lead. Don't let anyone make you think your adventures are automatically over as a big person. As long as you're mobile, you have options!
SumoSized:
It honestly really sucks that the airline industry is so shitty, with how many people are plus sized nowadays you'd think there would be an incentive to have a section of seats for larger people.
But hey, I'm still glad y'all were able to make the most out of your honeymoon. It sounds like y'all had a wonderful time, and I hope more feedees on this site are able to take advantage of the travel advice you gave.
Thanks for your kind words. You're SO right about the airline industry. My husband is tallish and fit, and my dad is 5'10" and quite thin. Neither are comfortable in economy. I think the philosophy is 'Sell as many tickets as you can and pack 'em in the flying mailing tube'.
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