Now i've gone and done it

NoMoYoYo:
So last week I was saying that I've noticed since eating better, walking and losing a bit of weight that I had a layer of softer subcutaneous fat I didn't know I had. I loved it.

Well, fast forward a few days and I'm completely off the rails. I am back into gaining mode. Eating crap. Lots of crap. I have eaten more than 4000 calories each of the last two days and well on my way to a third in a row.

It's exhilarating. Yet less than a week ago it was the furthest thing on my mind.

I get the impression that I'm going to surpass my highest weight ever and it isn't going to be too long before that happens. EEK!

LoLbreadplease:
This made me smile, NoMo. Because it just always seems to happen like that. The urge strikes when you don't expect it. It always comes back...

Lesson for folks: just ride the wave and eat how you feel!


And boy has it come back! I very much am eating how I feel. Always wondering what's next. What else can I have? I love it!
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NoMoYoYo

Taco bell stuffing recommendations

Ateitall:
I'm just going to share my experience with TB.
After a 4-5 taco bell items it all seems kinda bland and becomes a real chore to keep eating more of it unless it's a challenge kinda thing.
I think it would be fun to get a few items from multiple places and alternate amongst them.


Completely agree. I got a Deluxe Box today. When I finished, I went to the coffee place in the same food court and got a brownie and a mocha latte. It was a good change of tastes. And by the end, I was feeling pretty stuffed.
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NoMoYoYo

Now i've gone and done it

So last week I was saying that I've noticed since eating better, walking and losing a bit of weight that I had a layer of softer subcutaneous fat I didn't know I had. I loved it.

Well, fast forward a few days and I'm completely off the rails. I am back into gaining mode. Eating crap. Lots of crap. I have eaten more than 4000 calories each of the last two days and well on my way to a third in a row.

It's exhilarating. Yet less than a week ago it was the furthest thing on my mind.

I get the impression that I'm going to surpass my highest weight ever and it isn't going to be too long before that happens. EEK!
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NoMoYoYo

Does anyone have any video guides on wg?

Rathesungod:
Does anyone have any good videos for weight gain or guides to gain weight? I’m looking to gain maybe 500 pounds


www.deviantart.com/kallietellwrites/art/Feedee-Hypnosis-for-Rapid-Weight-Gain-1202483962

It's audio only, but it's great.
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NoMoYoYo

I'm at a strange stage

Encourager Queer Guy:
the great thing about gaining is that it is reversible, so take sometime, let your body adjust to your new body and then decide .. but you don't have to rush into losing anything as of yet, yoyoing is actually very bad for your heart and muscles.


I am aware of the potential issues with yoyo dieting. I have also seen conflicting reports. Regardless, it's what I've done for years. Why? I don't know. Sometimes I've lost because I didn't feel good. Sometimes I've lost because I wanted to. But every time I've wound up fat again.

I'm not intentionally losing now. I decided I wanted to eat better. If I lose, cool. If I don't, also cool.

Oddly enough, it wasn't too long ago that I was musing about gaining to 300lbs. What stopped me? Who knows. Will I get there? Never say never. I'm about 260 right now and for the first time, appear squishier.

I have been eating better, but the more I think about it, the more I want to keep gaining. I don't think I'm there completely, but it's on my mind. My hope is to take it easy and see what happens. I am trying to avoid fast foods. I think this is a big factor as to why I've lost visceral fat.
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NoMoYoYo

I'm at a strange stage

Encourager Queer Guy:
focus on your fantasies, find out what you turns you on about gaining and talk to people in the community .. also remember that kinks can evolve and change overtime


I'm 46 years old. I've been a member of this community (here and elsewhere) one way or another since the late 90's. I've been big, I've been small and everywhere in between. A little more than two years ago I was in the best shape of my life. 194lbs, eating well and exercising. Then I decided to take a break and have some of the foods I had been avoiding. Some turned into some more then a lot more. I gained 72lbs in 9 months. Since then I lost some and then regained it and more to my highest ever weight of 275lbs. A few months ago I decided to eat a bit better and get some more walking in. Why? I'm not sure. Just felt like it I guess. Not even necessarily looking to lose weight. I have been a yo-yo dieter my whole adult life. My name here was to say I didn't want to yo-yo anymore. Yet, I did exactly that. Granted I didn't lose as much as I had in the past and rebounded as always. This time while losing some, I've discovered that I have more subcutaneous fat than before. In my years and years of gaining and losing and gaining and losing, I've never been this squishy. I did not expect it. The bigger issue, though, is that my mind is in "healthier" mode. Finding myself squishy has set off a cognitive dissonance I don't know how to deal with. I'm not against being squishier, it's what I've always wanted. I am just having trouble processing the fact that I've accidentally wound up here.
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NoMoYoYo

I'm at a strange stage

Encourager Queer Guy:
maybe it's not about being flabby for you, maybe it's about actual size and feeling physically hindered by your own fat .. soft fat is actually squishy and allows you to be more flexible than a big rock hard belly that shifts your center of gravity


This could be the case. No idea where I'll go from here.
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NoMoYoYo

I'm at a strange stage

NoMoYoYo:
My lifelong dream was to become a fat, flabby guy. A few months ago I reached my highest weight of 275lbs. But I had a big ball gut with little flab.

Since then, I've lost about 15lbs. I decided to eat better/healthier and walk some more. It seems like most of the fat I've lost is of the visceral type, leaving me more flabby.

But in a strange turn of fate, I'm not enjoying it as much as I'd hoped. I don't know if it's because I'm in the process of losing weight (don't know how far I'll go), or if I don't actually lile it.

I'm so confused.

Munchies:
Do you prefer the soft flabbiness? Or do you prefer the ball belly you had?

NoMoYoYo:
I've always wanted this body. I've gained and lost so many times over the years and never been able to achieve it. I think the difference is I haven't been below 245lbs in 2 years so the fat I've accumulated has distributed itself more, leading to more subcutaneous fat in my belly area which was hidden because the visceral fat was so dominant. Now that I'm eating healthier, the visceral fat is disappearing and I'm appearing flabby. I've never had this happen before. Previously while losing weight, I just tended to lose my ball gut and that was it. Yes, I had some loose skin, but this isn't that...at least not yet.


To answer your question, I don't know. I think I just discovered that I was a fat guy hidden behind a beer gut. I didn't realize it was the case until the big ball gut started to go away. I just didn't expect it so it's surpising to see.

Munchies:
That's fascinating to me. A fat guy behind the ball belly. Would you say that you placed most of your fat identity on your belly shape?

NoMoYoYo:
I wouldn't say that I've put my fat identity on my belly shape, but that ball belly shape has been my identity. Every time I am in a gaining phase, I wind up with a round ball belly. But it's not the belly I've wanted. And now I've accidentally unlocked the belly I did want. I started to eat better because I felt like it and added in some walking. And, naturally, I've lost some weight. I'm in a good groove, but discovering the squishier me that I've always wanted, has become somewhat a reality and now I don't know what to do. I didn't expect this result.

Munchies:
Good luck to ye figuring out what you are wanting.


Thanks. The ironic thing is that if I actually followed through on what I said I was going to do a while ago (eat healthier and walk/mild exercise), I might already have the body I wanted lol.
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I'm at a strange stage

NoMoYoYo:
My lifelong dream was to become a fat, flabby guy. A few months ago I reached my highest weight of 275lbs. But I had a big ball gut with little flab.

Since then, I've lost about 15lbs. I decided to eat better/healthier and walk some more. It seems like most of the fat I've lost is of the visceral type, leaving me more flabby.

But in a strange turn of fate, I'm not enjoying it as much as I'd hoped. I don't know if it's because I'm in the process of losing weight (don't know how far I'll go), or if I don't actually lile it.

I'm so confused.

Munchies:
Do you prefer the soft flabbiness? Or do you prefer the ball belly you had?

NoMoYoYo:
I've always wanted this body. I've gained and lost so many times over the years and never been able to achieve it. I think the difference is I haven't been below 245lbs in 2 years so the fat I've accumulated has distributed itself more, leading to more subcutaneous fat in my belly area which was hidden because the visceral fat was so dominant. Now that I'm eating healthier, the visceral fat is disappearing and I'm appearing flabby. I've never had this happen before. Previously while losing weight, I just tended to lose my ball gut and that was it. Yes, I had some loose skin, but this isn't that...at least not yet.


To answer your question, I don't know. I think I just discovered that I was a fat guy hidden behind a beer gut. I didn't realize it was the case until the big ball gut started to go away. I just didn't expect it so it's surpising to see.

Munchies:
That's fascinating to me. A fat guy behind the ball belly. Would you say that you placed most of your fat identity on your belly shape?


I wouldn't say that I've put my fat identity on my belly shape, but that ball belly shape has been my identity. Every time I am in a gaining phase, I wind up with a round ball belly. But it's not the belly I've wanted. And now I've accidentally unlocked the belly I did want. I started to eat better because I felt like it and added in some walking. And, naturally, I've lost some weight. I'm in a good groove, but discovering the squishier me that I've always wanted, has become somewhat a reality and now I don't know what to do. I didn't expect this result.
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NoMoYoYo

I'm at a strange stage

NoMoYoYo:
My lifelong dream was to become a fat, flabby guy. A few months ago I reached my highest weight of 275lbs. But I had a big ball gut with little flab.

Since then, I've lost about 15lbs. I decided to eat better/healthier and walk some more. It seems like most of the fat I've lost is of the visceral type, leaving me more flabby.

But in a strange turn of fate, I'm not enjoying it as much as I'd hoped. I don't know if it's because I'm in the process of losing weight (don't know how far I'll go), or if I don't actually lile it.

I'm so confused.

Munchies:
Do you prefer the soft flabbiness? Or do you prefer the ball belly you had?


I've always wanted this body. I've gained and lost so many times over the years and never been able to achieve it. I think the difference is I haven't been below 245lbs in 2 years so the fat I've accumulated has distributed itself more, leading to more subcutaneous fat in my belly area which was hidden because the visceral fat was so dominant. Now that I'm eating healthier, the visceral fat is disappearing and I'm appearing flabby. I've never had this happen before. Previously while losing weight, I just tended to lose my ball gut and that was it. Yes, I had some loose skin, but this isn't that...at least not yet.


To answer your question, I don't know. I think I just discovered that I was a fat guy hidden behind a beer gut. I didn't realize it was the case until the big ball gut started to go away. I just didn't expect it so it's surpising to see.
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