Is this fetish permanent?

Baronbeta:
It’s still new to me, and I’m not interested in extreme obesity, but perfectly fine with gaining weight (both fat and muscle).

I’m addicted to femdom joi, and a few dommes have some files that train someone to associate food with arousal. I haven’t done a deep dive yet, but I am noticing that I feel really horny lately when eating bigger quantities, especially if I’m indulging in a sweet (cookie, muffin, etc.)

is this normal for everyone here? Does this ever go away? Am I already in too deep?

Munchies:
As far as I know, most fetishes don't leave. Sometimes, you lose interest in a fetish, or it becomes less intense. Other times, a fetish will come and go. I know I have some that are like that.

I wouldn't worry about it too much. So long as it isn't disrupting your life, then you are fine.

Baronbeta:
It doesn't impact other areas of my life. I still exercise, successful and productive at work, spend quality time with the wife, etc.

I'm just eating more and finding myself aroused by it. What if my slim body gets plump? It sounds arousing yet scary at the same time. I'm just in a weird place right now, I guess.


I wish you well on your journey. You'll probably be fine.
7 months

Is anyone else’s sense of what is a lot of calories skewed?

As a feeder into extreme weight gain, it can be a challenge to keep it all in perspective. When I first took on my partner as a feedee, I asked him how many calories he ate daily as a benchmark. He said it was about 4 - 5k calories. I remember thinking, "Oh, that's not that much."

Meanwhile, if I tried to eat 4 - 5K calories daily, I'd be in a food coma well before reaching that.
7 months

Is this fetish permanent?

Baronbeta:
It’s still new to me, and I’m not interested in extreme obesity, but perfectly fine with gaining weight (both fat and muscle).

I’m addicted to femdom joi, and a few dommes have some files that train someone to associate food with arousal. I haven’t done a deep dive yet, but I am noticing that I feel really horny lately when eating bigger quantities, especially if I’m indulging in a sweet (cookie, muffin, etc.)

is this normal for everyone here? Does this ever go away? Am I already in too deep?


As far as I know, most fetishes don't leave. Sometimes, you lose interest in a fetish, or it becomes less intense. Other times, a fetish will come and go. I know I have some that are like that.

I wouldn't worry about it too much. So long as it isn't disrupting your life, then you are fine.
7 months

Gaining while on insulin

Crazyfool:
Having a bad day or something? These answers aren’t aligning with my questioning, and instead of asking me questions for further clarification it seems like you’re being a fair bit condescending. As a neurodivergent I’m not always capable of reading the room but you’re giving me some icky vibes. You even abruptly cut off other people who were making attempts to communicate and be helpful.

MickRidem:
You're asking if you should adjust insulin levels to gain weight.

Munchies is very knowledgeable, and correct in expressing the dangers of doing this.

If you're asking how to gain as a Diabetic, her response to make sure you're leveled off and healthy first, is also correct.

These may not be the answers you were looking for, maybe you wanted ways to "cheat the system"? It appears that way to me, and perhaps that's why the answers seem blunt and opposing?

I've been following Munchies for a long time, and she truly doesn't want anyone to be in danger.


Thanks Mick.

I also want to point out that in my first response, I provided suggestions on how to gain safely as a diabetic. So it's not like I was jumping on him just to jump on him.

Diabetes also runs in my family. I'm diabetic. So is my mom and grandma. I've got countless other relatives with diabetes, too. I've seen up close and personal what happens when you don't do what you gotta do.

Hell, my great-grandpa died in his sleep because his blood sugar got too low, and he ended up in a diabetic coma.

On top of all that, other people scroll through the forums looking for weight gain advice. So, I'm not just concerned about OP. Several other people in OP's situation will scroll through the forums, find this thread, and follow whatever advice is suggested.

Some of these people will end up in the hospital. Some of these people will die. I don't want to live in a world where that happened, and I didn't do anything because "it's not my problem to care."
7 months

Cause of positive community

PurpleJade:
Probably the moderation of the website. Threads with toxicity are taken down or locked easily and it sets a precedent for much of the rest of the website that it’s not welcomed. The flow of the forums at least seems to be relatively slow.


This is true. That and when there are actuallu terrible people, the community rallies together against them. I've seen some instances where someone is minding their own business and they get a hate comment. Shortly after, 3 or 4 people clown on them.

It's great.
7 months

What's happening to me? where do i go from here?


Munchies:
Have you discussed this with your wife?

Baronbeta:
I have not mentioned that this is a fetish that seems to be increasingly arousing to me. Maybe i's too soon and it'll eventually go away? But I thought the same about femdom and it's only gotten stronger over the years.

I've mentioned to her that I want to 'bulk' up and add more muscle mass and will eat more as I am tired of fasts and being too slim. I have not mentioned that I'm okay that the bulking includes fat as well.

Yet she's always so sweet and encouraging about eating sweets. Not junk food per se, but wholesome cookies, ice cream and pastries from Whole Foods we typically have in the pantry. It may not be garbage food, but it is very caloric and as added to my BMI.

Munchies:
You need to sit down and have an honest conversation with her. One of the other site users made a handy break down of how to do this. Give it a look.

loradayton.com/2022/01/26/how-to-have-the-kink-talk-with-your-partner/

Baronbeta:
Thank you for sharing. This was a good read. I always appreciate in any fetish community the candor about the pros and cons to embracing one’s fetish and emphasizing concern for significant others. So, thank you.

She’s aware that I want to bulk up and understands with that there could be fat gains. I just need to tell her I don’t mind the inevitable fat gains. I don’t want her to be a feeder; who she is now is more than enough to make me rounder.

Any thoughts to my other question on the impact on the public area and how much weight would be needed to engulf a few inches of my penis? I understand everyone is different, but would love to hear opinions and experiences.


Like you said, everyone is different. Some people get fupas at lower weights, and some barely have any at higher weights. That said, generally you get some kind of fupa around 300 - 350.
7 months

Gaining while on insulin

Crazyfool:
Having a bad day or something? These answers aren’t aligning with my questioning, and instead of asking me questions for further clarification it seems like you’re being a fair bit condescending. As a neurodivergent I’m not always capable of reading the room but you’re giving me some icky vibes. You even abruptly cut off other people who were making attempts to communicate and be helpful.


It's more like I am very well aware of the consequences of messing around with your insulin and have no desire for you or anyone who is taking notes to end up in the hospital.
7 months

What's happening to me? where do i go from here?


Munchies:
Have you discussed this with your wife?

Baronbeta:
I have not mentioned that this is a fetish that seems to be increasingly arousing to me. Maybe i's too soon and it'll eventually go away? But I thought the same about femdom and it's only gotten stronger over the years.

I've mentioned to her that I want to 'bulk' up and add more muscle mass and will eat more as I am tired of fasts and being too slim. I have not mentioned that I'm okay that the bulking includes fat as well.

Yet she's always so sweet and encouraging about eating sweets. Not junk food per se, but wholesome cookies, ice cream and pastries from Whole Foods we typically have in the pantry. It may not be garbage food, but it is very caloric and as added to my BMI.


You need to sit down and have an honest conversation with her. One of the other site users made a handy break down of how to do this. Give it a look.

loradayton.com/2022/01/26/how-to-have-the-kink-talk-with-your-partner/
7 months

Cuminflation

Beergut:
Super hot indeed. Imagine pounding someone and their belly would just bloat up and grow bigger and bigger with so much cum inside the belly. 🔥


I actually have a story that involves this. It's called "The Queen Mother".
7 months

Getting food-drunk/bloat-drunk

Ligr77:
Anyone else get that feeling after a big stuffing or bloat where your brain is kinda fuzzy, almost a if you've been drinking?

I've hadthis happen a few times, and I'm super curious to see how common it is!


If you eat a lot, your body will prioritize blood flow to you stomach over your brain. This can make you feel tired. This is doubly true if you eat heavy foods that require a lot of digestion or you eat a lot of things that spike your blood sugar. You'll get a buzz of energy before eventually crashing.
7 months