Baronbeta:
Hello, everyone. Newbie here. First, it's great there is a body positive community out there like this to support people in their journey!

I've been slim for most of my life, except in my teens when I was powerlifting and eating so much I got 'chunky.' In my late 30's now and I'm slim at ~175-180 lbs, though can tell there's some extra fat on me than before.

I don't know what's happened, but I suddenly feel excited and turned on by this fetish. I've been into femdom humiliation since I was 18, so I suspect a part of it is feeling even more inferior around slim, fit, hot women, which would include my wife.

I find it arousing that my belly and fupa could inhibit ordinary sex, effectively "shrinking" my penis. I've always been into Small Penis Humiliation even though my member is average.

My wife is not a Feeder as far as I know, but she often encourages me to eat whatever I want, whenever -- especially little goodies, i.e., snack bars, protein bars, cookies, sweet loafs, etc. She 'jokes' she's going to make a hog out of me so I can't leave her since I'm currently slim, attractive, and have a successful white collar career.

Anyway, I don't know where to go from here. I'm sure you've all heard it before from us slim people before they take the plunge. I'm open to fattening up but through heavy weight lighting, eating more (not fried greasy foods), etc.

I'd love to lose penis length due to this. But now sure how far I'd have to take it to see my fupa take a few inches away from me. Interestingly, I already have a plump fupa that's never gone away since my teens!

I'd appreciate any advice on becoming a 'healthy' piggy and whether there are angles I need to consider before committing.

TL;DR
I'm slim but have a femdom humiliation porn addiction for years now. I love not having a useful penis for my hot, slim and fit wife. I'm suddenly aroused by the thought of becoming a feedee and making healthy gains through heavy lifting and lots of (generally nutritious) eating. Torn on whether this is a fetish I should embrace. But would want to gain enough to see my penis size reduced by a few inches. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.

Crazyfool:
Type 2 diabetic and I don’t really eat sweets anymore because the sugar spikes are never worth it. “I get some sugar spikes” was pretty literal because SOMETIMES I hit the carbs a little too hard and I try to avoid that as well. I’ve been a diabetic for 5 years and have no real complications from it.

Fattoo:
Fair and well.
You come across repulsive about a topic I'd expect desirable for someone wanting to fatten up.
Also applying yourself as you mentioned, shows you are a non conforming member and wanna be righteous know it all. Your advices reveal your acting as a moderator / interceptor to topics you are against. Rather than indulge in fair rationality. To make someone's new post and a new member sound preposterous instead of fine tuning what is interesting about food and getting fat. Respecting those who take the time to share their experiences and thoughts. Instead of giving them a wise ass warning. I would not want a girl like you, that doesn't enjoy my pleasures.
This site is here to revel in the fetish of food and the people who eat it.
You made yourself sound like a person who just eats to live, instead of a person who lives to eat. Your 168lbs isn't even fat yet to enjoy it. Where is your loving the fattening that comes with trying new ways to fatten up?
Maybe you could send me some recipes you find either delicious or for just getting in those extra calories at the end of the day without needing much time to prepare.. That would be nice of you, and a better way to respond.

Kacchan:
I used to exclusively be a feeder and was fortunate to be able to enjoy this preference with a few consenting girlfriends. However, I decided to take a break from dating and focus on myself for work stress and to enjoy things that bring me joy.

One of those things was to try gaining a little bit of weight, and wow... I learned that i am a REALLY good feeder. When you are able to apply your own feeding style and planning to yourself and you start to enjoy the visible effects - you get fat.

I am now WAY past just chubby, and venturing into "fat guy" territory, but I love it. I am able to compliment myself as the scale keeps climbing, and I'm pretty sure that I have a weird "split personality" in which BOTH the feeder AND the feedee in me get enjoyment as I get bigger.

Laralanesx:
See I think I'm the opposite, I started as a feedee and now after talking to so many feedees on this site and others, I find myself becoming more dominate and being the feeder! ^^

Feedhersoftly:
A feeder to yourself is an interesting concept. Never heard it described like that before

Cutecoconut:
everyone on here that ive talked to claims to be a feeder just wants you to send pictures and pretend they are feeding you without actually doing so, so it appears they are all fantasy feeders lol. They act taken advantage of, all while taking advantage of people who want to be feedees...

Crazyfool:
I keep reading everywhere that insulin makes one gain weight. However, I am not. I do have some sugar spikes. Perhaps I should keep adjusting my doses? Whenever I check online they just mostly focus on how to lose weight while on insulin and navigating this information is getting progressively more cryptic. Does anyone in here have related resources they could point me towards?

Munchies:
If you value your ability to continue breathing, do not do this. Ever. You will end up getting sick and possibly losing weight through limb loss, dehydration due to frequent urination, or muscular atrophy.

If you want to gain while on insulin, you first need to make sure you are stable first. Once that's squared away, there are healthy ways you can gain, like eating more high-fat fish, nuts, or avocados. These are less likely to cause blood sugar instability than say donuts and ice cream.

I Am Uo:
Also they didn't specify if their insulin dependent (type 1) or insulin resistant (type 2)
That makes a big difference

Angy523:
Well, I guess I'll keep posting updates here. First of all because I know there are some people who are coming back to read and are still interested in this story. But alsk because I wrote here almost the entire story of his gaining and I'm sure I will enjoy reading it in the fluture.

For now I just wanted to say we started to go jogging "together"...meaning that he comes with me to the running track and watches me while I'm jogging. He keeps telling me that he'll start running too, but it didn't happened. Either he had a knee pain or a back pain or...no excuse, just didn't do it.

But, sometimes, when his best friend texts him to ask if he's at home, my bf always send him a pic with the running track and lets him believe he's running. This friend always answers with something like "oh, so you're losing weight, fatty" or "are you jogging again, fatboy?" or "you're going for a run, but ate like a pig at work"... Those comments always make me horny and I saw my bf isn't bothered at all, his actually laughing when he sees his friend's texts.

Also, there were many times when my bf told me he doesn't think he can run 5km anymore (he could run 20km 2 years ago). The last time he actually asked me if I think he is able to run 3km. Every time I encoraged him and told him I'm sure he can, but not as fast as he used to. But I can't help but wonder if he would enjoy some teasing related to this...or if he's actually asking for it

Fattoo:
I mean so many foods are blended with oil or other fat.
What I got out of Reubins drink, is to blend olive oil with something sweet like OJ. Because fat and sugar makes you fat. As does chocolate bars, ice cream, syrup, cookies, cakes. Even soups having real chicken or duck broth with noodles, rice, or potatoes. (Samurai diet).
Ask anyone who grew up on a ffarm eating wwholesome foods.
Alot of stuff is watered down in store bought items.. He did not say to drink an oil like olive oil only. And 50ml is only about 3 tablespoons to drink with a cup of juice. I agree it is gross if not blended.


Like homemade ice cream is dairy fat and sugar. Although guar gum used ruins most brands.

So many foods are nothing more than a fat blended with sugar. As far as gaining weight goes, it is not healthy to have a high ratio of fat to carbs all day . But to wash down a meal with with just the right amount that feels good is quite satisfying. Too much of a good thing is always bad. It is important to know. And maybe Reubin said something somewhere that would lead people to think of drinking just olive oil. But that is not what I read. And fat alone may help Alaskans get fat, that is not usually my choice, unless it taste good . It just is much satisfying at the beginning and end of a day to chase down I meal with a light drink (Sweet OJ and a dap of olive pomace oil) that is actually loaded with calories. Even if just coffee, cream, and sugar. The typical morning chaser.