Effervescentfetish:
Hey so I've been thinking -- and most likely overthinking -- about what I'd wanna do for my profile pic on FF and other social medias. I usually go for pictures I've taken or random images/memes I find on my phone, but now that I'm trying to stop lurking and actually talk to people I worry about what kind of impression a picture of myself would give. For extra context I'm NB (AMAB and not on estrogen yet, but lucky enough to not look very masculine) so I already have to work around that, plus I'm ace so the only stuff that turns me on is exclusively feedism related. I'm not sure how to show that I'm super into weight gain and feedism in my pfp (i.e. getting good angles on my chub and wearing clothes that show off my body) without making it seem like I'm looking for exclusively libido-driven interactions and like I'm not in this to make friends for the most part.
Sorry if this is asking a lot, but can anyone help me out with this?
- Dice

PurpleJade:
Omg!!! I do. But that’s nothing, I love to eat 30 pounds in a day. My secret? Hitting my belly with a hammer. Nothing feels better than hammering 30 pounds of food through my digestive system. When I get to my intestines it’s quite scary! It’s a like a REEALLY big maze and I never know where to hit the hammer. Thats when I bring out the rat. The rat pushes through the 30 pounds of food that I ate. Usually the rat comes out fine, except for the fact that they usually go blind. I used to use mice, but think they’re much slower. I’ve used the mice 3 times so now I have 3 blind mice. If they sing to me, I no longer have the need to throw up. It just doesn’t happen, I just can keep eating. Definitely use some combination of these methods if you really wanna enter the big leagues to gain weight.

Morbidly A Beast:
I believe it I feel the same way, there’s times where it doesn’t even cross my mind.

It’s interesting too that the same feeling about someone looking fat is the same thing that triggers it in people who want to be fat(ter) - it’s like perfectly complimentary. I get it the worst if I look and feel fat

Arame:
Hell, just seeing a big belly make my soldier stand at attention. So imagine what happens when I touch one. How I still don’t have kids yet is a mystery to me

Bigfella99:
Have you ever experienced a situation where you were visiting a family members house or friends home, you were asked to not sit in a certain in a chair. Or asked to get up off a chair because they were worried you might break it?? If so what kind of chair was it and how did they ask you?

Munchies:
As a feeder, I can confirm that we do.

I'm a pretty kinky, horny person as a general rule of thumb. (Bless my poor partner, but it's a good problem to have.) But sometimes I have an extremely intense urge to feed someone.

This was more of a problem when I was single as I had no one to feed. Mind you, this is a different feeling that cooking for someone. What I wanted was the intimate, chaotic feeling when you personally feed someone by hand and feel the way their stomach expands under your hand. I turned to erotica writing to help express these pent up feelings.

Things are better with a feedee, but just because you are in the mood doesn't mean they are in the mood. And so you gotta find a healthy outlet.

Morbidly A Beast:
That’s interesting that it exists on both sides, do you know what triggers it after you haven’t had that mood for a while? Or is it always there.

I get what you mean about the chaotic feeling it’s times like that where I can really really put down some food lol

Glitter Jelly:
Maybe you're right, but I need to wear large sometimes and I do have a belly roll between my waistband and breasts which is quite noticeable when I bend over or squat.

Even when I was thin, my thighs and arms would draw attention to the fact I once was much bigger because they didn't skrink so much as became empty and saggy. With my breast (I suspect because of the elevated prolactin), my legs and upper arms were the first place that the fat went back to.

At my thinnest (90 lbs), I almost had a thigh gap, but I'm not sure people could see it. I just felt my thighs weren't rubbing anymore. Now they seem to rub even more than when I was 40+ heavier, and they touch almost down to my knees.

This not only makes me look out of proportion, it changed the way I walk because they get in the way of one another, if that makes sense. I've seen someone describe this as thighs "rolling" against each other.

Because of this I can't walk as fast as just 20 lbs ago, which I didn't expect to happen that quick.

I bet my fat % is close to what it used to be because when I was obese I was carrying all that weight around all the time so you have to have muscle. When I lost half my year in a little more than a year, I lost a lot of muscle too and I didn't get most of it back as I hate exercise.

I have years of trauma related to PE classes that I need to address with a therapist before I can start moving a little. Otherwise I have to bully myself into doing it, and the inner talk isn't healthy to say the least. It's probably the ED voice because even I wouldn't talk to myself this harshly.