I was at the grocery store today and was in line at the service counter getting change and used my belly to set my purse on to get my wallet out because the counter was really high.

Sure your body has to process the fat calories in the cream and the body uses what it needs and stores the rest.

All comments are welcome.
Thanks for chiming in.

Yeah I know best not worry about why and just deal with it the best you can.
I'm always going to be fat anyway so gaining weight here and there is just the way its going to be.

Thanks sweetie

Any advice or how you deal with is good and I appreciate your comments I really do.
I don't know anyone personally that deals with this.
My Dr just isn't much help to be honest she just gives me grief when I gain.
I'm not as big as I used to be so she hasn't been super harsh.
I feel so out of control right now and thought I would ask here if anyone deals with this kind of thing.
Thank you soo much for your responses.

I have had these spells before just not as bad as it is this time.

Does anyone else deal with this?
I guess lots of people have compulsive traits over specific things.
Could be keeping a car clean or washing hands over and over whatever.
I have times where I see something yummy and I eat it even if I'm not hungry.
Case in point the other day I went to dinner with a friend and after dinner as I was driving home I got to thinking about how good donuts sounded so I stopped and picked up some donuts and ate all 6 on the way home.
Got home did some work in my shop while munching on a jumbo snickers candy bar.
I know I shouldn't eat like that but its so hard to resist the urge to have food in my mouth.
This has been going on for 4 months or so and I have put on weight because of it.
I really didn't want to gain any more weight because I had gotten back up to where I felt comfy and thought my body looked ok.Not too fat just a little past chubby.
How do you guys deal with the compulsive cravings?

Jazz You are right.
Not sure what I was thinking when I posted that.
Thank you Charm.

I dated a normal sized guy for 10 years but before that and after its been larger guys.
My rule in dating is the guy has to weigh more than me and be taller than me.
I'm short so that part is a given.